Discussion do you ever think of who will find your body?

[Michi_Violeta]

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I know it will be my Mom...which is extremely sad, but there is no way around it except for waiting for her death...What else can I do though? She knows I have been unhappy for ten years now...I would maybe leave a note saying it's not her fault, but fuck man...after awhile it's just time to call it...

Fuuuuuuuck man, are you me? It's literally my scenario and it breaks my heart. I know I could try a hotel room or something, but then she'd be worried that I didn't stay at home (not that it's unusual, but I've talked about my desire to ctb with her so it may be suspicious) and she'd get anxious, probably start looking for me, call the police, call friends, find out it was a lie or something. The negative is that I'd be cursing my bedroom and maybe the whole family apartment forever. She's got great health, I can't wait for her death, but I don't want to cause it either. It's absolutely not their fault and I've told her as much a million times, but...I just want out man, I'm tired.

 

[lillmonix3]

I decided to leave messages that would be sent at a certain time to my family that I had done this to myself. So that they do not come to me and just call the police

 

[honestmind]

I'm planning on driving to a parking lot in the middle of the night that's pretty empty and leaving a note to call 911 in my room. I considered putting up tarps on the car windows but I think I'll be found before others see. I'm not super concerned thought- what matters the most is that I'm out of here and that my mom doesn't walk into a crime scene.