kurisutinabestgirl

kurisutinabestgirl

Kurisu is best girl
Oct 14, 2021
82
Hell yeah.

Every friday, I drink like 200-500ml of whiskey/vodka/rum.

It's literally one of my main motivators to get through the week. Suffer through the weekdays, and finally, friday hits, time to have fun.
 
StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
750
I don't feel "better" just more numb. It's a wonderful feeling to feel nothing - to have no tears - no sadness - no regrets - just lots of alcohol.
 
gottago222

gottago222

paranoia bae
Dec 21, 2021
275
no because i have the potential to make bad decisions and hurt others. i prefer benzos to stop thinking and be pleasant to be around
 
Rabhen

Rabhen

Isolated Loner
Dec 17, 2021
147
Isn't it funny that they say alcohol doesn't solve problems. I drink five bottles of wine a week and always take two days off in between. At least then I feel good for a few hours. Because I can not quit when I get something I always buy a maximum of one bottle. Is there anyone else like that?
I am not a teetotaler, I do drink, just no often or alot, but I REALLY don't like the taste or the way it makes me feel, I do Not like feeling or being drunk at all. However, I smoke a lot, a LOT of pot. I cannot pass a test, speak on the phone, or in person to unknown people unless I have smoked. Some days I cannot get out of bed until I smoke, sometimes due to the physical pain, sometimes due to the depression. So yes, even thought I am not a drinker, I so understand not being able to function in this world without being in an altered state.
 

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