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Wishing2di3

Wishing2di3

My longings stay unspoken
Mar 24, 2023
113
Does anyone in your real life know you visit this site? No one in my life does and it's always going to stay that way
 
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SenseOfLoss

SenseOfLoss

life could have been so beautiful
Feb 24, 2023
208
nope
 
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AbsurdCapybara

Member
Jul 16, 2023
31
My husband does but he doesn't care. lol
 
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Henryk

Henryk

Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Apr 22, 2022
90
if they knew, i would be admitted to a clinic
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,447
Once people know we become a burden and they will try their best to distance themselves.
 
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Wishing2di3

Wishing2di3

My longings stay unspoken
Mar 24, 2023
113
if they knew, i would be admitted to a clinic
Same. When I was admitted I kept silent about a lot including this site. I'm not trying to fan the flames for those pro life fuckers
My husband does but he doesn't care. lol
My husband would ask in an obviously annoyed (and judgemental) voice "you don't need to go inpatient do you!?"
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
751
Nope. Not even my telco operator.
 
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SexyIncél

SexyIncél

🍭my lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
Aug 16, 2022
1,474
Pretty much everyone close to me knows I'm here. Because life's too short to be close to tattletale buffoons

I stopped being friends with people who couldn't handle such silly tiny things. Looking back on those ex-friends, they were weird in others ways too. Probably not a coincidence
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,191
My parents, my cousin and my sister know. Each of them figured out at different times so there weren't any problems, really. None of them know that anyone else knows I'm on here and I doubt they care that I'm on here anyways.
 
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Sapphire

Sapphire

Student
Nov 22, 2022
185
Two of my relatives know that I come on here. I told them. They don't have a problem with me being on here.
 
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DoomerPrince

DoomerPrince

The eternal survivor
Aug 15, 2023
34
Does anyone in your real life know you visit this site? No one in my life does and it's always going to stay that way
I told my friend about this site and then she told me she's here a lot and before me🤣
 
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isthisit?

isthisit?

The name's Cedrik
Jun 23, 2023
172
No one I know irl even has a clue that I'm suicidal.
 
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cats333

cats333

sleepy
Aug 10, 2023
117
sometimes i consider sharing it with people i know but then i remember that they wouldn't understand, so no one knows
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,611
No and I think it's a terrible idea opening up about wanting to die in general, it would be pointless and very likely just make existing even worse as after all there is a lack of acceptance towards the right to die in this society that is so disgustingly anti-suicide.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,827
No. It's better when nobody knows it. They wouldn't understand it anyway.
 
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Anna.

Anna.

Wishing I never existed
Aug 24, 2022
68
no, I've been told that people who say they want to die will never say it, and that if you say it, you're attention seeking.
 
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[redacted]

Member
Apr 25, 2023
13
No, but I have fantasized about leave the tab open "on accident"
 
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caraphernelia

caraphernelia

what’s so good about picking up the pieces
Aug 24, 2023
31
one of my closest friends was the one who told me about this site, she's the only one who knows
 
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day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
650
I have a friend who is regularly around me and he seen it on my laptop one day. He expressed his distaste of the site and said he'd never look again lol.
 
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RichardFirst

RichardFirst

Specialist
Jan 16, 2021
382
Meeting people online contributed to my desire to CTB. I'm a hermit these days.
 
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SolomonKado

SolomonKado

This is taking too long…
Jul 4, 2023
424
Does anyone in your real life know you visit this site? No one in my life does and it's always going to stay that way
Not to my knowledge. Unless they are hiding it. I wouldn't want to give people a reason to judge me knowing the normal consensus is "Pro Life."
 
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Duality

Harmony in Duality
May 27, 2023
172
No one knows, and I will never tell them. I have learned early on that getting 'caught' will make it worse for you, and who knows if your best friend will stab you in the back.

I'd also recommend everyone to not tell anyone in real life that they come here, and to do their best to really hide the fact that they come here if they live with someone else. A glance over your shoulder, a friend borrowing your phone, etc. could lead to a disaster.
 
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aetherless

Member
Aug 27, 2023
13
I planned to keep it a secret, but I told my best friend one drunken night and I made him cry... Never will I tell anyone again.
 
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cosifantutti

cosifantutti

Student
Aug 27, 2023
184
My husband knows I come on here. I've told him (quite truthfully) that seeing suicide as an option makes it easier to live with my mental illness. He is fine about it.
 
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Larysa

Larysa

Student
Apr 11, 2023
147
In desperation I told a relative. They couldn't have given a fuck.
 
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Stormy Raine

Stormy Raine

Quietly counting down the days, hours, minutes..
Apr 7, 2023
372
My best friend knows I'm here and I highly suggested the site to her. She isn't suicidal anymore she says but I think she could benefit from the recovery section but she said no she doesn't want no parts of it. So I asked why are you still suicidal? She responded no, but if she dies her family won't get anything because they will find this site 🙄 so I guess she's suicidal because that answer is ridiculous lol
 
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wristcutangel

wristcutangel

What value is there to a life that wants to end?
Jul 5, 2023
167
nobody, and hopefully stays that way.
 
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CTBookOfLife

CTBookOfLife

ᴶᵘˢᵗ ᵃ ˢʰᵉˡˡ ᵒᶠ ᵃ ᵇᵒᵈʸ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵐᵃⁿʸ ᵐⁱⁿᵈˢ
Aug 5, 2023
149
Funnily enough? My mom.

She doesn't know my profile (thank fuck for that), but she's aware I go here. I've told her how it's helped me.
 
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swaraj

Dead Lilith
Apr 10, 2023
51
Yes. Two people do. They are mostly pro-choice. I never took the name of SS but I have talked a lot about a forum I visit and find solidarity in, about suicide. Have shared cropped screenshots from SS to discuss many things. And they are smart reasonable people. So I guess they have googled and found the site.
 
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