I dont know if i can after seeing the reality of it.

[bipp]

I was browsing this site and i saw someone post a link to WPD, for a video abt nembutal, i looked more at WPD in the suicide category and honestly in so many of them i saw people's family members enter after they commited. i dont know if i have it in me to CTB and put my family members through that, the sheer horror on their faces and looking at someone's body is so terrifying to me. just the thought of putting my family through it makes me want to cry. does anyone feel the same? should i still go through with it? it hurts so much to live but i cant put the people i love through that.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Before you go read this

My son committed suicide at the age of 20 in April of 2025. No note, no explanation, no idea this was going on in his head. This was also a close relationship; we did everything together, on almost a daily basis. I think the closeness makes it even worse. I did not know what was going on. Over...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[rxcha]

I was browsing this site and i saw someone post a link to WPD, for a video abt nembutal, i looked more at WPD in the suicide category and honestly in so many of them i saw people's family members enter after they commited. i dont know if i have it in me to CTB and put my family members through that, the sheer horror on their faces and looking at someone's body is so terrifying to me. just the thought of putting my family through it makes me want to cry. does anyone feel the same? should i still go through with it? it hurts so much to live but i cant put the people i love through that.

if you have doubts it's better not to, living is hard but the best thing you can have to recover is a support system. open up and try to get better, good luck

 

[MonkeyButter]

WPD stands for watch people die. Your welcome.

We don't gatekeep here. Instead we should strive to make information accessible. I realize this takes a few extra keystrokes but its worth it for those of us who aren't included in little tribes or ingroups. We come from places all around the world so its imperative that we present information clearly with a common parlance so no one is left in the dark. Also keep in mind many of us have to translate these posts into other languages so non-standard abbreviations can really screw with people.

Back on topic!

Yeah killing yourself isn't gonna win you any citizenship awards. In practice killing yourself also kills your family. Not it's members but the unit as a whole ceases to exist. It's replaced with dysfunction, chaos and pain that will take a long time to heal. Does it make us bad people? I'm not qualified to say, but it don't look good.

That being said it's your life, your choice,