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Freefrompain

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If there's no improvement at home with your suicidal tendencies and no improvement at the hospital including therapy, psychiatrist, medication and treatment what do you do?
 
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Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
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calculate the moment to do ctb
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
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I have a nitrogen tank sitting in my closet with the tubes and regulator all set up. I plan on refilling the tank and then reattaching the regulator and everything, maybe buying some zip ties and straps. This is what I do when nothing else works out, I plan to ctb.
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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Worse...you continue to suffer or not.
 
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It only helped temporarily
 
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Significantly worse. Gained more trauma each time I went
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
4,169
For me, it was HORRIBLE!

Not the bad food, bad staff, nothing, it was after I was released, the thought of ANY medical drove me up a wall.

Jump, roll over, it is 10:30pm and your feet are STILL on the floor, get them off the floor NOW!

Did NOT at all help my mental health whatsoever, in my point of view, I was just "parked" there and then released.

Walter
 
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