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XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
I have no portrait aging instead of me in my wardrobe. Every mistake, breakdown, fight, loss, hospitalization and tear has left marks on my face.

But I don't think that makes me ugly. My ugliness radiates from my venomous heart. No amount of love and no sweet redemption will ever draw the poison out of my blackened soul. I am blackened forever.
 
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whenlavaflows

Member
Sep 21, 2020
86
I peaked at 20. I used to be so pretty and full of life. I had so much ambition and hope..
Now I'm 25, ugly as shit from smoking, doing drugs and stress. I fucked things up with my partner of 5 yrs and will probably be alone forever now.
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
I peaked at 20. I used to be so pretty and full of life. I had so much ambition and hope..
Now I'm 25, ugly as shit from smoking, doing drugs and stress. I fucked things up with my partner of 5 yrs and will probably be alone forever now.

smoking and drugs are definitely something that fucks with your looks. especially drugs!!!
 
ARW3N

ARW3N

Melancholia
Dec 25, 2019
407
One of the world's most famous religions, Buddhism, is based on the fact that we all age and die.
 
ThrownAwayTom

ThrownAwayTom

Experienced
Oct 3, 2020
276
Yep, with age and a bit of alcohol thrown in for good measure hah.

I've always had the worst possible image of myself in my head, but I saw a photo of myself from 3 years ago recently and realised just how much better I looked back then :\
 
Scarecrow

Scarecrow

Member
Oct 2, 2020
13
I was such a pretty child, until like 4th grade, but then my jaws started to grow in the wrong direction and now my face and bite is really fucked up.
 
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Life_is_comedy

Member
Sep 14, 2020
97
you make it sound like women are gold diggers
Women want men who can provide and care for them. That's established psychological and scientific fact.

If you interpreted my post like that, I don't know what else to say.
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,788
I look like hammered shit now, but I was considered attractive in my youth (never capitalized on that though, fuck my entire life). So I can relate to this.
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,234
obviously 57 years takes it`s toll , i hate pictures of my face and have very few (dont worry about me being identified too late for that if you have read my recent posts lol )
I`m my many decades i`ve found beautiful people are usually the ugliest kind of person.
You aren't ugly
 
PaxAmerica

PaxAmerica

Just Passing
Apr 15, 2021
202
Luckily i was so ugly to begin with i couldn't possibly get any uglier!
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,494
I do not have that many strong feelings towards my appearance, but as I get older I am getting more tired and that is reflected in my appearance. I look pretty ill actually. I think most of my ugliness comes from the inside rather than physically, even know I am certainly unattractive.
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
I already looked expired coming down the birth canal. Doctors wondered why my mom gave birth to a raisin.
 
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BrokenArrow

Student
Feb 6, 2021
175
Definitely worse.
1st pic, me at about 26.
2nd pic me at about 36.
3rd pic me, now, the guy in the suit.
The 3rd pic is of serial killers Fred West and Rose West. I'm shocked nobody else got this lol
 
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stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
I'm 26 now, I was a cute kid and actually pretty until I was about 17. Then my hair got dark, my eyes got light, I got moles and just didn't look good anymore. Anyone else experience somewhat of a reverse glowup? It sucks it ruined my life.

(gentle smile)
Yeah, I think everybody feels that way as they come out of their youth and into an older body.

Ever watch a cute puppy become a raggedy ass dog that god only knows how long the fricken thing has been roaming around?

I say that in the most sensitive humorous way possible.

You learn to admire things as they age. Or at least some of us do.
 
ForeverLonely82

ForeverLonely82

Student
Dec 22, 2021
192
back when I dated and was younger. They thought I was cute as a kid. so I guess I was (no self esteem) but now I can say for certain I look like dog shit.
 

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