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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
my hair grows really fast and i hate shaving but hate a beard too , i just couldn't be bothered at that time as i was trying to cope with grief of finding my brother dead on top of my depression , last month when i posted a date and pics of my empty house , as i`ve got rid of 90% of my possessions , even though i didnt post a lot of detail about me , i got a visit from the police and mental health as someone on here grassed on me somehow , so no point hiding who i am lol

fuck man thats bad! a member pointed out to me yesterday how much info is can be in a photo. they knew phone some one posted a pic from scary shit!
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
i have been cutting my own hair for decades so its always short as in the picture , although i went through a rough patch a few months ago and left it and didnt shave , my chin is grey , i started to get mistaken for a hobo so i got the clippers out lol
The beard is a bit wild lol Don't feel bad for going grey it works on guys. Women in my family go grey at like 40.
 
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Deformationalplagio

Born deformed
Dec 28, 2019
378
It's dangerous? :o I'm sorry :( if it helps my eyes have swollen tear glands and they look bad and the doctor did surgery on one eye and now it looks deformed
It kind of hurts but we dont know if its dangerous there isnt to much data on this deformity its still being investigated (sorry for my bad english) by scientists and doctors. But it does hurt in my neck and face. I dont mind the pain tho its just weird if you would look straight to me it looks like im looking to my left while its actually really just how my face grew. Doctors cant fix it :(
 
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purplesmoothie

purplesmoothie

Experienced
Sep 13, 2018
228
It kind of hurts but we dont know if its dangerous there isnt to much data on this deformity its still being investigated (sorry for my bad english) by scientists and doctors. But it does hurt in my neck and face. I dont mind the pain tho its just weird if you would look straight to me it looks like im looking to my left while its actually really just how my face grew. Doctors cant fix it :(
I'm sorry :( that really sucks
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Yes I did. I've gained 85lbs in 2 years from shit eating habits and now look awful
 
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Forgotten

Forgotten

Student
Aug 19, 2020
129
Yeah, I look pretty rough these days, a decade ago I used to look much better.

obviously 57 years takes it`s toll , i hate pictures of my face and have very few (dont worry about me being identified too late for that if you have read my recent posts lol )

I'm envious of that beard.
 
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Futile

Futile

Tired of being lonely
Sep 3, 2020
499
I was born ugly and I've remained ugly. Only now I'm fat too since I can't care anymore
 
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albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
You become what you eat. If you like pizza a lot your skin not gonna say thank you ,cause the skinn doesn't like flour. Plenty of water and healthy (organic food included lol) food for 35 days and you will see the improvement lol. And ofc smoking and stuff makes our skin grey and moldy
 
almost_dead

almost_dead

Arcanist
Aug 7, 2020
465
Momo hoax 1563187580

I am so pretty
 
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Life_is_comedy

Member
Sep 14, 2020
97
I got uglier with stress, not with age.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,621
It sucks to have wasted my prime years worrying about what I look like. Stupid too. I still look ok all things considered. That's about the only saving grace because I feel like I'm wasting away
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,664
I was born ugly and I've remained ugly. Only now I'm fat too since I can't care anymore
Me too. I have always been ugly. I still am now. Never been anything else sadly. It still hurts .Even now....Wish I wasn't.
 
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Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,627
It's why I'm not that bothered about wearing a mask. I like being able to hide my face so I feel less self conscious
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,623
Absolutely not. Teenage years were the worst ones
Btw some people can stay beautiful until 60 without problem
Would you say that Brad Pitt is ugly because he's almost 60?
I don't think so.
 
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GoneGoneGone

Enlightened
Apr 1, 2020
1,141
Probably everyone
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
With birth, with age, with a lot of dreadful things. Yes.
 
Infinite Conscious

Infinite Conscious

Experienced
Aug 18, 2020
282
Prime in the 30's, after 35 the body starts to change, body hair starts to grow... disgusting, but I never really thought I would live to see my 40th birthday.
But I will definitely not see my 50th. No fucking way.
 

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jrums

Student
Apr 14, 2019
134
I looked really young for my age until into my 36th year. Was often mistaken for early 20s. But all the years of SSRIs finally took a toll and I had a complete neuro-endocrine crash. Literally aged overnight. It was traumatic but not the worst part. I also lost my emotions, cognition, libido, sexual function, ability to sleep, taste and smell, body went totally numb, etc. I lost all my humanity in one moment. I used to fear losing my young looks because I felt it was all I had. Now I realize having a working brain, emotions, the ability to connect with others, or just enjoy a fucking movie were even more important things I took for granted.
But yes people generally get more unattractive with age despite what they say on TV to sell skin care products. But people can still be attractive at older age (although Hollywood stars shouldn't be the standard as they've ALL had work despite what they might say.)
Anyway I'm 39 now and won't make it to 40 so who cares?
 
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Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
1,065
No, I am extremely handsome:sunglasses:.

I kidding!
 
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CTisME

Member
Sep 25, 2019
9
I'm 26 now, I was a cute kid and actually pretty until I was about 17. Then my hair got dark, my eyes got light, I got moles and just didn't look good anymore. Anyone else experience somewhat of a reverse glowup? It sucks it ruined my life.
Yeah I had 2 kids and now I'm double my weight and obese
 
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yetme

yetme

Arcanist
Oct 20, 2019
486
Nah, I was an ugly fucker from the beginning. That's why I never worried about my looks. What's the point?
btw being ugly didn't stopped dudes like Danny DeVito from getting laid and becoming an overall success in Hollywood
 
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Life_is_comedy

Member
Sep 14, 2020
97
Nah, I was an ugly fucker from the beginning. That's why I never worried about my looks. What's the point?
btw being ugly didn't stopped dudes like Danny DeVito from getting laid and becoming an overall success in Hollywood
There are three things women want:
-looks
-wealth
-confidence/dominant personality

Lack any two and you're screwed. You should have at least two of these if you want to get laid.
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,627
There are three things women want:
-looks
-wealth
-confidence/dominant personality

Lack any two and you're screwed. You should have at least two of these if you want to get laid.
you make it sound like women are gold diggers
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Illuminated
Aug 27, 2018
3,069
I'm 26 now, I was a cute kid and actually pretty until I was about 17. Then my hair got dark, my eyes got light, I got moles and just didn't look good anymore. Anyone else experience somewhat of a reverse glowup? It sucks it ruined my life.
Yup I am 26 too and just looked through some pictures of when I was 15 and Goth; smooth skin, no psoriasis in my face or scalp, legs etc. no wrinkles in my forehead, no pores, no facial hair which I find disgusting or any body hair in general but I am a 26 male so I have to shave often. I miss looking pretty/cute and caring about my looks.
 
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Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,603
Definitely worse.
1st pic, me at about 26.
2nd pic me at about 36.
3rd pic me, now, the guy in the suit.
 

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Infinite Conscious

Experienced
Aug 18, 2020
282
But all the years of SSRIs finally took a toll and I had a complete neuro-endocrine crash. Literally aged overnight. It was traumatic but not the worst part. I also lost my emotions, cognition, libido, sexual function, ability to sleep, taste and smell, body went totally numb, etc. I lost all my humanity in one moment.

Have you had any positive effects of those anti-depressants?
Have you changed your therapy, after all these side-effects?
Do those side-effects decrease or disappear once the therapy is terminated?

I watched today a documentary on depression... and it said that 2/3 human brains don't react to ANY antidepressants.
Only around 30% of patients can get better, but these results are being actively hidden from the public by pharmaceutical companies.
The documentary is in my native language, so providing a link would not be an option (but it was a very interesting hour and a half).
Definitely worse.
1st pic, me at about 26.
2nd pic me at about 36.
3rd pic me, now, the guy in the suit.

The 3rd pic is not the same person, come on...
The shape of the nose, the teeth, the hair... all different.
Even the colors on the photo seem like the 3rd pic could be, for instance, your parents from the 1980's or 70's.
Is that really you in all 3 photos??? :smiling:
 
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Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,603
Have you had any positive effects of those anti-depressants?
Have you changed your therapy, after all these side-effects?
Do those side-effects decrease or disappear once the therapy is terminated?

I watched today a documentary on depression... and it said that 2/3 human brains don't react to ANY antidepressants.
Only around 30% of patients can get better, but these results are being actively hidden from the public by pharmaceutical companies.
The documentary is in my native language, so providing a link would not be an option (but it was a very interesting hour and a half).


The 3rd pic is not the same person, come on...
The shape of the nose, the teeth, the hair... all different.
Even the colors on the photo seem like the 3rd pic could be, for instance, your parents from the 1980's or 70's.
Is that really you in all 3 photos??? :smiling:
You should have been a detective lol.
Maybe a murder detective !
 
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MrBlue

MrBlue

Arcanist
Jul 1, 2020
416
I think I've definitely become more disgusting to other people as I've aged. When I was little my size meant most people found me pretty adorable, but when puberty hit and I barely grew and just got hairier that became a massive turn off for most, which is fair tbh.:pfff: My chest demormity had also gotten abit more noticable with age. I wouldn't say I'm revolting to look at but I doubt anyone will ever be attracted to me.
 
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