BoyInTheBox

BoyInTheBox

INFP 4w5
Jun 6, 2023
80
Idk if it's normal, but is anyone else so desperate to die that they don't even mind if they'd be killed. I just wanna end it but idk how
 
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lwlaiet8887

lwlaiet8887

Embodiment of failure/Doom poster/Compassionate
Sep 14, 2023
288
Yeah. I just want out but there's no easy peaceful method. I'm so tired. Waiting until the end of the month and I'm going to CBT via heroine overdose.
 
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rabbitmalice56

rabbitmalice56

I ain't tryin' to live, pray I die
Sep 14, 2023
62
not sure if its normal, but yeah thats something i think about too
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
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Idk if it's normal, but is anyone else so desperate to die that they don't even mind if they'd be killed. I just wanna end it but idk how
Same! Honestly I wouldn't care if someone killed me. In fact, I would prefer it
 
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savoytruffle

savoytruffle

Student
Mar 31, 2022
197
yes. a few days ago a motorcycle nearly missed a red and stopped just shy of me crossing. I just stared at him wanting to ask why did you stop. am too much of a chickenshit to just walk onto traffic
 
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BoyInTheBox

BoyInTheBox

INFP 4w5
Jun 6, 2023
80
yes. a few days ago a motorcycle nearly missed a red and stopped just shy of me crossing. I just stared at him wanting to ask why did you stop. am too much of a chickenshit to just walk onto traffic
The last part is so relatable. I wanna jump in front of a car but if I survive or the driver manages to miss me it would be awkward as hell
 
MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I haven't heard from you in awhile, I thought you passed, I'm glad to see your still kicking, I hope life improves for you.

My dms are always open bro
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,873
It will always be inhumane how it's so unneccessarily difficult to cease existing on our own terms, I understand that it's really so dreadful and torturous feeling trapped here. I hate how there isn't a straightforward way to permanently be free from existing.
 
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BoyInTheBox

BoyInTheBox

INFP 4w5
Jun 6, 2023
80
I haven't heard from you in awhile, I thought you passed, I'm glad to see your still kicking, I hope life improves for you.

My dms are always open bro
I'm sadly still here lol, I'm not really kicking trough, I'm just too much of a coward to ctb
And also thank youu!!
 
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