Describe your perfect suicide

[LingeringUnreal]

I don't think I have the constitution for something like a gunshot after my one attempt with a gun failed (the gun itself failed catastrophically! wild!) and not being able to breathe makes me panic, so probably SN. I think I'd want to go alone, in the comfort of my own bed. What's more important than the suicide itself is the days surrounding it, just being alone and having some time to myself to tie up loose ends and go for a hike or something the day before.

 

[halcyon]

shotgun in the mouth, no pain, just dead as soon as i pull the trigger.

 

[Myl]

Perfect suicide: Going to sleep somewhere isolated where my body would never be found and just never waking up.
No panicking about dying, no worrying about surviving, no attention after death just nothing.

Not sure how I would even achieve it but that's really the dream.

 

[Noctis]

It's an empty park. I see my parents sitting on a bench; there are no other people around. I approach them. They are surprised to see me, but they try to hold their composure as they're uncertain as to how to react, how they SHOULD react.

I stop about six feet away from them. Silently, and without a show of emotion, I hold both of my middle fingers up. They look surprised, but my poker face doesn't flinch.

Suddenly, with a thunderous retort, my parents are sprayed with blood, skull fragments and brain matter. The sniper that I had hired looks away from his scope from atop the building 200 yards away. He smiles, gives a silent salute, and walks away.

 

[Zotz101]

Interesting... I am thinking of creating a will, where I order all surviving family members to destroy all photos and videos with me in it, and prohibit them from ever mentioning me by name again. (Roundabout references like "some guy who offed himself" would be permitted, though.) This would both ensure my total disappearance and stick it to the family members who mistreated me in life. I also want to be cremated and have my ashes scattered into the wind, so there's literally NOTHING left of me on this sorry excuse for a planet.

There is a scene from Harry Potter that is reminiscent of this. I am not a particularly big Harry Potter fan but I remember the scene where Hermione uses her magic to erase herself from the parents conscious. It's very much the same line of dialogue that you and I are going down.



Anyhow, wouldn't that be the dream. I wish people would actually follow our orders. When I kill myself, or even now, I wish no one would even utter my name let alone think about me.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Able to order N conveniently without jumping through hoops at a time and place of my choosing

 

[finish.me]

Painless but I want it visceral and violent at the same time, like I want to feel nothing but still leave a mess, drama and all the theatrics. I guess a bunch of fentanyl and a shotgun

 

[qwerty012]

What does N and SN mean?

Get a shot of N surrounded by family.

What do N and SN mean?

 

[tryingtoescape]

I'm in a car. In front of a park I like to go to often. There's a big lake. It's sunny, the sky is blue, there is a gentle wind. I'm in the parking lot, fading out from an fatal overdose, watching the blue sky. Drifting away as I watch the blue sky and hear the kids squealing and laughing on the playground, the sun glistening on the lake, the clouds passing by.

Or, I'm in a field. I'm bleeding out in the grass. I'm drifting away as the sun sets.

3rd one, I'm on top of a building. A familiar one, I've been to the rooftop before. Except this time, I can do it. The door is unlocked. It's safe here. I can see the whole city. I can see it lit up, I can see the cars passing by, I can see the skyline, I can see the hills. I peer over first. I climb up onto the ledge. The concrete looks inviting. I'm so high up. I can see it all, I am so high up. It's okay now. It's going to stop. It's all going to be okay. I jump. I hit the ground. A pool of blood forms beneath me. I am under a white sheet. I am safe. I am okay. It's all okay. I've escaped the torture.

 

[killmepleasefast]

dying in sleep !!

 

[nightmare_moon]

End my mother and then myself.

 

[Dangerdonkey333]

To just go out in the woods drunk and/or high, and freeze to death.

 

[deadbody]

Hanging myself in the quiet and distant place with no one to save me.

 

[Zebulon]

As paradox as it sounds: I want to die a rahter gory death. I dont want to be reconizable. That the image of me being dead differs drastically from how I normaly look.
As for the method: I would love to sit on top of a skyscraper in a warm, rainy summer night, in a nameless grey city full of signs and other skyscrapers so tall that you barely see the ground anymore. Then i would sit on the edge of the building, looking down and having a conversation with a nameless person who understands the reasons and also knows its the best way to go forward with the rest of my remaining life.
Just before my fall, I would hug the person put on some music and enjoy the feeling of freedom you get when you fall.



My 2nd favorite would be a shotgun to my head in the bathroom of my apartment on new year, so that my head would be absoluty unreconizable and my brain would be splatterd on the wall behind me. On the front door would be a notice to not come inside and call professionals.

 

[F@#$]

Successful
Successful

 

[WeDontKnowTheFuture]

i would be on a bed in a agreable and minimalistic room, decorated with woods and plants. Then put some ambient music, drink the sn and relax.

 

[enough of this]

To just go out in the woods drunk and/or high, and freeze to death.

I love being in the woods, but I hate the cold.
My perfect suicide is to take all my meds at one time, and just go to sleep forever.

 

[breezeboy]

I'll take "perfect suicide" to mean it just happens the way I want.
Ideally I'd have a partner and we'd drink sn and die holding each other.
Don't wanna go alone but most likely I will.

 

[enstarve]

Ive had two scenarios for a very long time.
First one is one ive fantasized about for a long, long time. Standing on a cliff, watching the sun rise. Then i shoot myself; falling down the cliff into the sea. Not in the water, but a clutter of rocks. My remains scattered and absorbed by the beautiful creatures that reside within the ocean. This one would be fairly easy to achieve but sadly we dont have loose gun laws here LOL.
Second, is simply slitting a long line along my stomach and bleeding out in a forest. Id like to rot so my body can be used as food for the critters, and maybe i could even fertilize the soil.
The only thing these scenarios share is my wish to be consumed. I do not want my body to be buried. I do not want to be remembered.