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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
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Today is just one of those days where it seems like EVERYONE on the planet can find love... except me. Almost as if life just set me aside as undesirable, unlikeable, and therefore a throwaway. My ctb date is coming soon, but that still doesn't take away the fleeting feeling of loneliness. I can't wait until this is over. I just wanted to rant a little. Life sucks. Being a man sucks. Having sexual urges sucks. Wanting friendships sucks. Everything about this sucks.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I do understand that loneliness can be painful for so many in this world but the way that I see it you cannot trust and rely on other people, I see it as being better to avoid other people as being around them will likely just lead to more suffering. But it certainly is such an awful thing having the ability to exist in this world, life really is so unnecessarily cruel.
 
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AlmaDeEscanteio

AlmaDeEscanteio

Pobre Coitado vira-lata
Apr 20, 2023
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if only I could be alone without being labeled as so many bad things and somehow you can't move without help, society works in the collective. I'm going to ctb precisely because I can't take any more effort to be someone better while everyone sabotages me and makes me a fool / slave. who is alone is vulnerable, they rape you and it's your fault.
 
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