Death consumes my mind

[Butterfly-death]

It's mostly all I think about. It's like an unhealthy obession. My only goal in life is to die. The only thing I truly want is to die. I want to finally be at peace. Some people have questioned if I'm actually sure about ctb but I've never been so sure about anything else. I know it's what I want. What I need. I want and need it so bad. So very bad. I crave it. Doesn't have to be ctb, I just want to die somewhow though ctb is more likely to cause it for me. I hate life. Death is all I care about. I hope it happens to me soon.

 

[Kanau_Nano]

I completely understand. I'm sorry life has been so messed up for you too. Btw i like your pfp butterflies are cute

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as all I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want to be free from this cruel, torturous existence that I never would had chosen and would never wish for and I'll always find it torture to exist, I hope you find the peace you search for.

 

[Bishop]

It's mostly all I think about. It's like an unhealthy obession. My only goal in life is to die. The only thing I truly want is to die. I want to finally be at peace. Some people have questioned if I'm actually sure about ctb but I've never been so sure about anything else. I know it's what I want. What I need. I want and need it so bad. So very bad. I crave it. Doesn't have to be ctb, I just want to die somewhow though ctb is more likely to cause it for me. I hate life. Death is all I care about. I hope it happens to me soon.

I feel the same.