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Butterfly-death

Butterfly-death

Just let me die already all I do is suffer
Apr 5, 2024
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It's mostly all I think about. It's like an unhealthy obession. My only goal in life is to die. The only thing I truly want is to die. I want to finally be at peace. Some people have questioned if I'm actually sure about ctb but I've never been so sure about anything else. I know it's what I want. What I need. I want and need it so bad. So very bad. I crave it. Doesn't have to be ctb, I just want to die somewhow though ctb is more likely to cause it for me. I hate life. Death is all I care about. I hope it happens to me soon.
 
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Kanau_Nano

Kanau_Nano

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Apr 12, 2026
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I completely understand. I'm sorry life has been so messed up for you too. Btw i like your pfp butterflies are cute 🦋
 
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