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ViscaBarca

ViscaBarca

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Nov 7, 2023
18
Hello guys.

I wanna CTB, but I don't have the means to get the <<99% success rate>> methods. I'm also scared as fuck to jump off a building and fail to die. So I decided to start thinking about CTB by starvation/dehydration.


Before attempting such a thing, I want to know everyone's experience of attempting this.

Was it insanely painful? Was it a terrible method? Did you end up quitting at the last day because you couldn't take it anymore?

A part of me tells me that by sheer determination, I'd be able to go through the final day despite the pain, headaches and hallucinations. Yet here I am

I did a bit of research, and the side effects on the last day sounds freaking scary. That's why I'm curious to know everyone's experience before attempting this.


Also, I'd appreciate a possible free alternative to CTB


Thanks for reading!
 
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Dawnfang

Dawnfang

Fate calls to us all
Dec 21, 2025
145
Don't try this. It isn't feasible. There are many cheaper methods you can use.
 
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nothere17

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Jun 24, 2026
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I personally haven't tried this method, but I can say from experience that after some time hunger and thirst get painful, and depending on your size, the amount of fat you have, etc, it can take a LONG time.

Im in a kinda dark place right now, and when I get like this food stops being appealing, I can tell you for sure for the last 2/3 days i haven't drank any water and haven't eaten anything, but because im a litte chubby it just feels like im on a diet of anything.

After 4/5 days I usually get a killer headache, really nauseous symptoms and general pain so I give in and eat something. But really, don't try this, I think only a monk or something could go through with stuff like this.
 
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ViscaBarca

ViscaBarca

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Nov 7, 2023
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Don't try this. It isn't feasible. There are many cheaper methods you can use.
thanks for replying. It seems that I was very naive.
What cheap methods are you referring to?
I can't jump off my 7 floor building cause I'm afraid of a failed attempt. I've read that someone survived a way higher height and ended up crippled.
I can't get SN in Morocco at all, at least to my knowledge.
I personally haven't tried this method, but I can say from experience that after some time hunger and thirst get painful, and depending on your size, the amount of fat you have, etc, it can take a LONG time.

Im in a kinda dark place right now, and when I get like this food stops being appealing, I can tell you for sure for the last 2/3 days i haven't drank any water and haven't eaten anything, but because im a litte chubby it just feels like im on a diet of anything.

After 4/5 days I usually get a killer headache, really nauseous symptoms and general pain so I give in and eat something. But really, don't try this, I think only a monk or something could go through with stuff like this.
Thank you for your reply. it appears that I was very gullible and naive to believe that dehydration would be an easy way to CTB

Ah, stupid me, if it were indeed that easy, would the other methods even be relevant?
 
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tomatopotato475

I will be squashed one of these days
Jan 20, 2026
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I personally haven't tried this method, but I can say from experience that after some time hunger and thirst get painful, and depending on your size, the amount of fat you have, etc, it can take a LONG time.

Im in a kinda dark place right now, and when I get like this food stops being appealing, I can tell you for sure for the last 2/3 days i haven't drank any water and haven't eaten anything, but because im a litte chubby it just feels like im on a diet of anything.

After 4/5 days I usually get a killer headache, really nauseous symptoms and general pain so I give in and eat something. But really, don't try this, I think only a monk or something could go through with stuff like this.
Hmm time to become a monk lol
 
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nothere17

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Jun 24, 2026
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thanks for replying. It seems that I was very naive.
What cheap methods are you referring to?
I can't jump off my 7 floor building cause I'm afraid of a failed attempt. I've read that someone survived a way higher height and ended up crippled.
I can't get SN in Morocco at all, at least to my knowledge.

Thank you for your reply. it appears that I was very gullible and naive to believe that dehydration would be an easy way to CTB

Ah, stupid me, if it were indeed that easy, would the other methods even be relevant?
Don't worry, you are not stupid, you just didn't know.

I mean I don't know? Im still trying to find a method for myself? Ironically, in my country, SN is kinda easy to find, but the other medication to "complete" the method are the hard to get, so im also kinda lost too.

I will have to do more research and try to find the mega threads that everyone has been talking about.
Hmm time to become a monk lol
I mean, wasn't there a case of a monk who self mummified by not eating and such ?
 
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ViscaBarca

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Nov 7, 2023
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Don't worry, you are not stupid, you just didn't know.

I mean I don't know? Im still trying to find a method for myself? Ironically, in my country, SN is kinda easy to find, but the other medication to "complete" the method are the hard to get, so im also kinda lost too.

I will have to do more research and try to find the mega threads that everyone has been talking about

It's against the site's rules to recommend specific methods (and I wouldn't feel comfortable either). But you can find plenty being discussed here on the site. Here's a thread that might be helpful. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
thanks, I appreciate it.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
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I'm glad you abandoned the idea of VSED (the acronym for death by starvation & dehydration… Voluntarily Stopping Eating & Drinking). VSED is listed on the pinned thread of non-methods linked below. Now that you've found the suicide resource compilation, you can focus on finding a viable method.

 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

boofing advocate
Apr 4, 2026
658
If I were going to do this, I would get lost in the woods without a phone, just a sleeping bag and tent etc. Bc it will suck so bad you'll fucking crack and eat something. Our survival instincts are a trillion years old (give or take), so it would be exceptionally hard to overcome with sheer will.
 

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