Date

[Baka]

Well. I went on a date. They seem so happy, kept calling me pretty and said I smelled nice. I know I'm probably aroace. I wish I could feel romantic love, have sexual desires. Besides the hug, I didn't care to do anything else. Am I weird for wanting to stay a virgin? I keep trying to find things to keep me alive. How does anyone have the motivation for anything..

 

[ctb_warrior]

Well. I went on a date. They seem so happy, kept calling me pretty and said I smelled nice. I know I'm probably aroace. I wish I could feel romantic love, have sexual desires. Besides the hug, I didn't care to do anything else. Am I weird for wanting to stay a virgin? I keep trying to find things to keep me alive. How does anyone have the motivation for anything..

That's really nice.
You are not weird for wanting to stay a virgin. That's natural.
I wish you find more things to keep you alive
I personally don't have motivation for anything.