Just cut ties with an old friend as the title says, it was coming, I'm not exactly sad over it since I can't feel emotions normally. I had time to prepare for it too. Just a pity it had to end, her worldviews changed and we just don't see eye to eye anymore. She's not the same when we first became friends and I like the old version of her much better. She found a reason to live and I found more reasons and set more plans to die. It feels like she's given up on fighting society's bullshit and just going along with it now. The game that connected us is also dead. That also changed things.
Last few times I vented to her she acted like I should just go kill myself. She has her own problems but this kind of thing never happened before when she doesn't want to deal with my shit. So I decided to end it after that. Suppose I just wanted to talk about it because I do have good memories of her and I'll miss her from time to time.
Last few times I vented to her she acted like I should just go kill myself. She has her own problems but this kind of thing never happened before when she doesn't want to deal with my shit. So I decided to end it after that. Suppose I just wanted to talk about it because I do have good memories of her and I'll miss her from time to time.
