im going to ctb tomorrow. im rly scared becuz i have this voice in my head telling me that im going to suffer eternally unless i ctb before a certain date. and i dont kno if im past that date. im rly rly rly scared.
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Nihilisticstatic
Static
- Aug 6, 2023
- 68
I think you should discuss this with a professional but if you decide to go ahead with your plan tomorrow, I wish you luck
Pale_Rider
Enlightened
- Apr 21, 2025
- 1,470
I agree. hearing voices isn't a good sign you are making rational decisions . in fact it's not your decision. please seek help.
Terrible_Life
Warlock
- Jul 3, 2025
- 712
I also agree that you are not making rational decisions and it is NOT your decision. The "voices" are certainly not real. Do you have schizophrenia?
darksouls
Illuminated
- May 10, 2025
- 3,346
however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering
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