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Jenjoh2358

Jenjoh2358

Close the world, Open the next.
Oct 12, 2021
112
Welcome to my goodbye thread, (if any moderators see this please ban my account as I will be deceased soon)

The time has come, I read something about counteracting Survival Instinct (SI) so fortunately I feel no fear now about death!
I'm ready to go, I chose to kill myself rather than decay from disease; I'm sure that's enough solace for it not to be a rash CTB
I don't know what happens after death but I don't care to hypothesize anymore but to just do it, I cannot take it anymore
I'm walking to the patch of dense forest I scouted it earlier in the weeks now and I'm kinda happy it's all going to be a bad dream once it's over
If you want details; I will hang myself via Full-Suspension/Short drop with polyester 10mm rope
I've done 1 month of research and it should be flawless in execution (no pun intended) Sanctioned Suicide was a good community I came for The methods; and stayed for the beautiful people of this forum, you guys deserve good life's and it was fun, so thank you guy's for the methods and community

Well I'm almost there I have to go I'll leave this Forum now
See you later if there is a Afterlife!

John galt 2001-2021
@Jenjoh2358
 
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Rrrr

Member
Dec 15, 2021
57
I wish you peace, I wish I had the courage to use your method
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
I'm sorry life brought you to this decision. I wish the other side is better than this one, remember it's ok to change your mind. Fly high sweet soul.
 
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Rayzieka

Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
637
Rest peacefully <3
 
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GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,374
John, if you read this by any chance- at 20 years of age, you are extremely courageous to have lived with disease and also to take such control of your own destiny. I can't even begin to express how much respect I have for you. I'm wishing you all the very best, may your family and friends celebrate your life. May you find profound lasting peace and be free of suffering ⭐
 
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edu0z

edu0z

carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
Rest in peace John
 
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Death is beautiful

Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
790
Wow, what a wonderful post, I wish you to find what you want, whether it's eternal rest or some kind of afterlife, go quietly:heart:
 
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Judah

Judah

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
1,528
I wish you peace, go easy and feel calm
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,097
May you find peace, im sorry you had to experience this, i wish i had the courage at your age, safe travels:heart:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,564
I wish you the best, I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.
 
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Unicornsrnot4dislife

Not meant for this world…….
Nov 12, 2021
128
Rest peacefully John
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
I hope you find relief from all pain and suffering. This bad dream will be over very soon. RIP
 
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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
Wishing you a peaceful journey my friend, rest easy and fly free
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
May 21, 2021
1,357
Welcome to my goodbye thread, (if any moderators see this please ban my account as I will be deceased soon)

The time has come, I read something about counteracting Survival Instinct (SI) so fortunately I feel no fear now about death!
I'm ready to go, I chose to kill myself rather than decay from disease; I'm sure that's enough solace for it not to be a rash CTB
I don't know what happens after death but I don't care to hypothesize anymore but to just do it, I cannot take it anymore
I'm walking to the patch of dense forest I scouted it earlier in the weeks now and I'm kinda happy it's all going to be a bad dream once it's over

If you want details; I will hang myself via Full-Suspension/Short drop with polyester 10mm rope
I've done 1 month of research and it should be flawless in execution (no pun intended) Sanctioned Suicide was a good community I came for The methods; and stayed for the beautiful people of this forum, you guys deserve good life's and it was fun, so thank you guy's for the methods and community

Well I'm almost there I have to go I'll leave this Forum now

See you later if there is a Afterlife!

John galt 2001-2021
@Jenjoh2358
goodbye., farewell and I hope you find the peace you're looking for <3
 
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Elri

Elri

Student
Dec 2, 2021
181
Welcome to my goodbye thread, (if any moderators see this please ban my account as I will be deceased soon)

The time has come, I read something about counteracting Survival Instinct (SI) so fortunately I feel no fear now about death!
I'm ready to go, I chose to kill myself rather than decay from disease; I'm sure that's enough solace for it not to be a rash CTB
I don't know what happens after death but I don't care to hypothesize anymore but to just do it, I cannot take it anymore
I'm walking to the patch of dense forest I scouted it earlier in the weeks now and I'm kinda happy it's all going to be a bad dream once it's over

If you want details; I will hang myself via Full-Suspension/Short drop with polyester 10mm rope
I've done 1 month of research and it should be flawless in execution (no pun intended) Sanctioned Suicide was a good community I came for The methods; and stayed for the beautiful people of this forum, you guys deserve good life's and it was fun, so thank you guy's for the methods and community

Well I'm almost there I have to go I'll leave this Forum now

See you later if there is a Afterlife!

John galt 2001-2021
@Jenjoh2358
My heart breaks everyday for you all i wish i could give you peace but i can't find it. Wish you happiness wherever you are
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
2,815
A little candle is burning for you, I hope it will guide your soul to love and peace..
 
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Circles

Circles

There's a difference between existing and living.
Sep 3, 2018
2,279
John, if you read this by any chance- at 20 years of age, you are extremely courageous to have lived with disease and also to take such control of your own destiny. I can't even begin to express how much respect I have for you. I'm wishing you all the very best, may your family and friends celebrate your life. May you find profound lasting peace and be free of suffering ⭐
Fuck man 20 years old. December is the worst month cause so many are passing away and hearing that a 20 year old with a debilitating disease ctb is heartbreaking. I'm sorry life treated you so badly Jenjoh2358, I hope you found your peace. ❤️
 
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steviewonder

steviewonder

Sexually Challenged
Nov 9, 2020
109
Welcome to my goodbye thread, (if any moderators see this please ban my account as I will be deceased soon)

The time has come, I read something about counteracting Survival Instinct (SI) so fortunately I feel no fear now about death!
I'm ready to go, I chose to kill myself rather than decay from disease; I'm sure that's enough solace for it not to be a rash CTB
I don't know what happens after death but I don't care to hypothesize anymore but to just do it, I cannot take it anymore
I'm walking to the patch of dense forest I scouted it earlier in the weeks now and I'm kinda happy it's all going to be a bad dream once it's over

If you want details; I will hang myself via Full-Suspension/Short drop with polyester 10mm rope
I've done 1 month of research and it should be flawless in execution (no pun intended) Sanctioned Suicide was a good community I came for The methods; and stayed for the beautiful people of this forum, you guys deserve good life's and it was fun, so thank you guy's for the methods and community

Well I'm almost there I have to go I'll leave this Forum now

See you later if there is a Afterlife!

John galt 2001-2021
@Jenjoh2358
Fairwell John. See you in another life in another galaxy 🕊
 
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forgotten15

forgotten15

Specialist
Aug 24, 2021
332
My heart breaks for you, I hope you are now free from all the pain. Fly high, John!
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,395
May you have everlasting peace John your a kind hearted and beautiful soul be free:heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,284
I wish you peace.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,561
May you find peace now and from hereafter.
 
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D&D

D&D

Write something, even if it’s just a suicide note.
Dec 3, 2021
252
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,232
Poor soul....20 and in so much pain and no relief in sight except for this. That said, I truly hope you found the peace you so desperately sought. May your soul soar free in the vast cosmos for eternity.
 
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Kobusu

Kobusu

Writer
Oct 18, 2021
260
Be at peace, friend.
 
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Alice Liddell

Alice Liddell

New Member
Dec 14, 2021
1
Hope you find peace,
 
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erdbeeren

erdbeeren

Student
Oct 13, 2021
100
Welcome to my goodbye thread, (if any moderators see this please ban my account as I will be deceased soon)

The time has come, I read something about counteracting Survival Instinct (SI) so fortunately I feel no fear now about death!
I'm ready to go, I chose to kill myself rather than decay from disease; I'm sure that's enough solace for it not to be a rash CTB
I don't know what happens after death but I don't care to hypothesize anymore but to just do it, I cannot take it anymore
I'm walking to the patch of dense forest I scouted it earlier in the weeks now and I'm kinda happy it's all going to be a bad dream once it's over

If you want details; I will hang myself via Full-Suspension/Short drop with polyester 10mm rope
I've done 1 month of research and it should be flawless in execution (no pun intended) Sanctioned Suicide was a good community I came for The methods; and stayed for the beautiful people of this forum, you guys deserve good life's and it was fun, so thank you guy's for the methods and community

Well I'm almost there I have to go I'll leave this Forum now

See you later if there is a Afterlife!

John galt 2001-2021
@Jenjoh2358
I'm glad you enjoyed your time in this community and hope you can finally have peace.
 
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andrew92

New Member
Dec 15, 2021
2
Shedding a tear for you. Rest in peace
 
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catdaddy2601

Member
Aug 6, 2021
89
Hope you had a painless and smooth transition crossing the bridge 🙏🏾
 

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