CTB with N and a partner.

[ReadyForIt]

Bad taste to complain about AkCaptCrunch not posting. You are purposefully ignoring the traumatic experience of a dear friend dying in front of him.

Just because you are looking to CTB, have closed yourself off emotionally, and don't care for anyone but yourself, does not mean AkCaptCrunch has too. You were not privy to the stream and have no idea how traumatic it was for him.

Fake compassion.

As for Rowdy being active, It's someone else who has access to the account. I think the mods should close both accounts.

Alright, slow your roll there, man. I just got through saying it's a moot point. Let me reiterate: I appreciate you sharing your perspective in such detail of the livestream, therefore I'm not complaining.

I don't appreciate the accusation. I haven't closed myself off emotionally, and I do care about people other than myself. I genuinely do hope they found the peace they were looking for.
So it's not "fake compassion".
If I didn't care about anyone besides myself, I wouldn't take the time to defend myself on a suicide forum because I wouldn't care about anyone else's opinions.

 

[RainAndSadness]

I've banned RowdyH999 and Shevan. The reports regarding their exit and the lack of updates from both members indicate they've passed away.

Rest in peace. I hope they had a peaceful departure.

 

[Auto Immunity After]

Safe Travels @RowdyH999 and @Schevan
Hope you found your peace.

I've decided to post my observations from Rowdy's CTB. The post contains only relevant information about the administration of N and the effects.

All personal details about Rowdy and the attendees are left out.

• Rowdy struggled to remove the seal from the first bottle and eventually settled on cutting the seal just below the neck of bottle and peeling it off.
• He took a small sip on N and commented that it did not taste bad but +- 15 seconds later said it was really bitter.
• He coated his mouth with honey multiple times but this did not help mitigate the bitter taste of N.
• After drinking both bottles of N, he commented that the taste of N was awful and gave it a 10/10 rating on how bad it was.
• He was asleep 2 to 3 minutes after consuming two bottles worth of N.
• Stat dose of 3 meto pills.
• The N was chased by Scotch.

Rowdy stayed conscious for longer than Schevan and was able to make comments for a short time. He fell asleep suddenly and there was no gradual decline in his behaviour; I.E he was active one second and then next second he was asleep.

Schevan seemed to "give into" the N and was asleep before Rowdy despite both of them drinking the N at roughly the same time.

IMO the major takeaways are:

1. N has a horrible after taste that takes approximately 15 seconds to become realised.
   1. Honey does not seem to help. Perhaps pure honey is better?
   2. While the taste may be awful, you wont be conscious for long enough to dislike it.
2. Whoever is worried about the N from D can rest easy now. It's confirmed legit.
3. The effects of N are largely inline with the description from the PPeH.

Rowdy and Schevan were fairly large gentleman (height and weight) and it didn't take long before Rowdy started to turn blue from the lack of oxygen. IMO, 24 hours is an unnecessary amount of time to plan to remain undiscovered to prevent any chance of discovery and revival.

Rowdy was a selfless hero and he helped me more than he can imagine. Thank you, Rowdy.

You posted this and I apologize there is a note about the taste , I have nothing but best wishes for @Rowdy999 and his friend. I dont know how to attach this post to the other thread. I was in no way contradicting your post, I just forgot that he did mention the taste. My aplologies

 

[upthedownescalatorr]

I disagree.

From what I've seen and read, N is the gold standard with SN being a distant second.

Hard to answer this with 100% accuracy as the lighting was poor and I don't have anything to compare against. That being said, there was a noticeable change in his colour and when compared to the attendees it was even more pronounced.

I don't see the relevance between how blue and discovery. Some people will not be phased and others will be. This is up to the individual.

No. It took between 2 and 3 minutes for Rowdy to fall asleep.

Schevan drank before Rowdy but not by much. Even Rowdy was surprised that Schevan drank first

As previously mentioned, Schevan seemed to give into the N and he was asleep in under 2 minutes.

Sorry to dig up this thread again but something has been playing on my mind. Do you remember whether either of them made any noise or movements after falling asleep e.g. gasping or convulsions. It seems like something no one is too sure about and anything like that is presumably edited out of any assisted suicide footage available online.

 

[slyna]

Where N has edge -

Speed of KO
Less discomfort during process

Where SN has edge -

Price
Less damage if it fails
Possibly taste….few have described it as disgusting unlike N above

Tie -

Become smurf color either way

I think both are not that far off overall. Most likely the chance of success is much higher with N, but the penalty of failure is infinitely more, so it has to be factored in. Just my opinion…..

How the f*** does N fail? I'm really curious. Being found early? Thats the only thing right?

 

[roguetrader]

How the f*** does N fail? I'm really curious. Being found early? Thats the only thing right?

That and puking….. Or if you're too much of a slowpoke and don't drink enough before passing out. That could be a problem I assume.

 

[ItsTimeToExit]

Sorry to dig up this thread again but something has been playing on my mind. Do you remember whether either of them made any noise or movements after falling asleep e.g. gasping or convulsions. It seems like something no one is too sure about and anything like that is presumably edited out of any assisted suicide footage available online.

Hey, I somehow missed this.

Gasping:
Schevan at most made audible snoring noises.

Rowdy did make a short, audible gasp but only once. This was quite early after he stopped consciously moving and I'd guess that it was due to his sleeping position as his neck was at an uncomfortable angle.

Remember that N makes you go into a deep sleep and then your brain slowly stops "breathing" for you. You wont be aware of yourself struggling to breath.

Neither of them showed any distress after drinking N. It truly is the most peaceful way to go.

Convulsions:
None whatsoever.

 

[Iridium Infinity]

Glad to have read this, getting my N from D soon and these stories reinforce how ideal it is to have N on-hand as the best way to CTB.

 

[tryingtoescape]

Hey, I somehow missed this.

Gasping:
Schevan at most made audible snoring noises.

Rowdy did make a short, audible gasp but only once. This was quite early after he stopped consciously moving and I'd guess that it was due to his sleeping position as his neck was at an uncomfortable angle.

Remember that N makes you go into a deep sleep and then your brain slowly stops "breathing" for you. You wont be aware of yourself struggling to breath.

Neither of them showed any distress after drinking N. It truly is the most peaceful way to go.

Convulsions:
None whatsoever.

Hi. Did they make any continuous or odd noises like they were struggling to breathe? I'm planning on going in my room and I don't want my parents to hear.

 

[lmon]

You read the post incorrectly. Sodium nitrite overdose doesn't cause any permanent damage to the body.

None ever????

 

[X9000]

I'm going to be making my order with D soon after confirming alternative way of payment as I have never used btc. May anybody who has ordered from D before PM me so that I can verify the email that I've got please? Thanks in advance.