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komakun

komakun

anime angel
Aug 15, 2026
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i think yeah wait for it to dissolve
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
819
Are these more effective for the protocol? Mine is the N version, and I plan to take clonazepam (the only one I could get).
Have a good journey, and I hope you find your peace in a peaceful way!! 🙋🏻‍♀️🫂🤞🍀
I think, as you already have the real peaceful pill. I don't think you need any benzo along with it to the best of my knowledge🫂❤️ clonazepam is not bad though. I ODed on 2 strips of clonazepam 1mg last to last week. It was strong enough to knock me off for one full day.
Thank you so muchhh.. i wish you too a lovely peaceful journey. Stay in touch until then. ❤️
Just made my SN drink put it in the Miku cup
Howww longg should i wait before drinkking
You need to wait for it to disssolve rigfhgt
You've made the drink and I'm getting nervous 🥶
Good luck 🤞
 
ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
819
Do you know how long it should take to dissolve?????????
Sorrry i can barely thignk atmt
Google gemini says:
Sodium nitrite dissolves in water very quickly. Typical amounts dissolve in less than one minute when stirred. High-purity technical or food-grade granules or powders break down rapidly because the compound has a high water solubility (about 84.8 g per 100 mL of water at 25 °C) and dissociates instantly on contac
 
Braindead Girl

Braindead Girl

Alice (she/her)
Jul 16, 2026
81
fuckck i need to do the beznso
benzos mritazapne will work rightt
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
520
I'm very very sorry life has brought you to this point, wishing you peace 😢
 
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Braindead Girl

Braindead Girl

Alice (she/her)
Jul 16, 2026
81
okkakyy ill try to crush it then and mix it in with thje thing
sorrry im just so nervouss
 
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NotUrDream

NotUrDream

Loveless
May 21, 2026
73
Rest in perfect peace, I hope you shine in the sky as brightly as you shone on the earth
 
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hevnsfall

hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
48
Sending you warm hugs and wishing you safe and peaceful travels 💞
 
Braindead Girl

Braindead Girl

Alice (she/her)
Jul 16, 2026
81
I cantt fufkcing crtushw the pilsls i cantt dro anythign right fufckkxcdsad
sshoulkdd i try again another day i thought i would be ablee to ado as imple task like this but im such a failuree
 
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hevnsfall

hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
48
Can you press them with a heavy whiskey glass on a hard plate or tile?
 
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Braindead Girl

Braindead Girl

Alice (she/her)
Jul 16, 2026
81
i can'tt make muchc noise
 
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komakun

komakun

anime angel
Aug 15, 2026
26
I cantt fufkcing crtushw the pilsls i cantt dro anythign right fufckkxcdsad
its okay <3 maybe its a sign to postpone
I cantt fufkcing crtushw the pilsls i cantt dro anythign right fufckkxcdsad
sshoulkdd i try again another day i thought i would be ablee to ado as imple task like this but im such a failuree
its okay if you need to postpone things, youre not a failure for this
 
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Braindead Girl

Braindead Girl

Alice (she/her)
Jul 16, 2026
81
okakayy okayy i mgiht buy a mortar and pestle tomorrow crush it asnd try again godd im sorryr for letting you all down god godog ofgodhgodimsorryimsoryh
 
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QuarantinedThoughts

QuarantinedThoughts

Hopeful of an Afterlife, accepting of non-existenc
Aug 17, 2026
16
I cantt fufkcing crtushw the pilsls i cantt dro anythign right fufckkxcdsad
sshoulkdd i try again another day i thought i would be ablee to ado as imple task like this but im such a failuree
You're not a failure! Trying again another day would be completely up to you, there's never a rush!
okakayy okayy i mgiht buy a mortar and pestle tomorrow crush it asnd try again godd im sorryr for letting you all down god godog ofgodhgodimsorryimsoryh
And you didn't let us down! No matter what, we are here for you. Whatever you decide, I wish you the peace and happiness you deserve. Until then, we will be here to support you :)
 
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