Ctb random thoughts

[Volatile]

Sometimes I think of jumping but its too low. Damn

Then make it high

 

[lv-gras]

wishing that cyanide was more easily available

 

[lv-gras]

.

 

[Life sucks]

Then make it high

No available places

 

[Life sucks]

Don't despair my friend, there are good methods right now. What with all the complicated things surrounding the suicide scene right now, it may seem difficult... but there will always be solid and untouchable methods like partial suspension, formic/sulfuric acid, full suspension, guns, etc. It is just a matter of overcoming the survival instinct, God willing.

Not every method is available for everyone. Researching will do no harm and we should not make the number limited

 

[Jon_Doe]

I would use a shotgun and point it at a 15 degree angle upward in my mouth. Not under the chin. But inside my mouth. I would hit the brain stem.

But how to avoid the recoil issue. I actually went shooting earlier. The recoil is a force to reckoned with.

 

[CRM]

But how to avoid the recoil issue. I actually went shooting earlier. The recoil is a force to reckoned with.

Won't your head be in a mess on the wall behind you by the time recoil comes into play?

 

[Jon_Doe]

Won't your head be in a mess on the wall behind you by the time recoil comes into play?

I suppose. I've seen it go wrong though ( not in the instant death kind of way).

 

[FadedMemory]

Now that I think about it, it's almost as if I subconsciously always knew that when I die, it will be by my own hand.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

I'm in zombie mode, just going trough the motions. Even my suicide doesn't feel real, dissociation is kinda scary.

 

[CRM]

That moment when you wake up and are made aware that your slice of oblivion has been disturbed is the worst.

 

[Life sucks]

I found that carbon monoxide can be made by other burnings like candles for examples. But I don't know if its practical.

Also I don't know about quantities and measurements. I stayed before in closed car and it had big amount of oxygen (don't worry I wasn't trapped). This make me feel I need more materials even in a closed area

 

[Jon_Doe]

I found that carbon monoxide can be made by other burnings like candles for examples. But I don't know if its practical.

Also I don't know about quantities and measurements. I stayed before in closed car and it had big amount of oxygen (don't worry I wasn't trapped). This make me feel I need more materials even in a closed area

Got a generator on order. Should be coming soon. CO here I come!

 

[Life sucks]

What other materials other than charcoal that can produce Co by burning in a closed place?

 

[Life sucks]

Valporates are used for bipolar and has cns depression symptoms on overdosing.

 

[Life sucks]

CO is more reliable than other gas methods because of its priority over oxygen to form carboxyhemoglobin which minimizes the error rate. Our bodies loves this method!

 

[Jon_Doe]

What other materials other than charcoal that can produce Co by burning in a closed place?

Portable generator. Getting one soon. Should be trying it out in a week or 2. If you don't hear back, you know it worked ahah

 

[Life sucks]

Portable generator. Getting one soon. Should be trying it out in a week or 2. If you don't hear back, you know it worked ahah

I have no idea where to get those or how it works

 

[Tiburcio]

I'm tired of how people denies access to peaceful ways. It's a shame we must die so hardly or with so much pain, like if they were achieving something...

Society, you don't win anything with privating us of methods. You only get people having to die in excrutaring pain because of you.

Don't you see it? WE ARE GOING TO DIE ANYWAY!!!!!

 

[Jon_Doe]

I have no idea where to get those or how it works

In the states, they're cheap and you can get them at home department stores or order online. They're super easy to use. Make sure you get a 4 cycle engine one. You put the oil in the oil tank. Usually only take about a gallon (3.79 liters) of gas and they run for around 5 - 10 hours. Just pull the crank to start. Use like a grill in an enclosed space. Have huge advantage over grill in that they're not nearly as much of a fire hazard or heat producer and you don't have to worry about fucking with coals. Only down side is that they're usually very loud. Essentially you're just inhaling the exhuast fumes. Which are nitrogen, carbon dioxide, some other random gases and carbon monoxide. But it doesn't take much CO to kill you and as long as it's running, it will be pumping it out. They even have warnings all over the box and generator themselves saying "Carbon monoxide *will* kill you in minutes. Not for indoor use".

 

[Rocky M]

I know for a fact that, if they find out, my "family" will still be mad at me when I go. There's no winning here, damned if I do, damned if I don't. If they find out, I know they won't respect my wishes of being cremated (again, only if my body/remains are found). They'll give me a Christian burial because that's what they are, stuck in their religion. They don't have the decency to acknowledge people like the individuals here because they're afraid of upsetting something that may or may not exist.

 

[Life sucks]

In the states, they're cheap and you can get them at home department stores or order online. They're super easy to use. Make sure you get a 4 cycle engine one. You put the oil in the oil tank. Usually only take about a gallon (3.79 liters) of gas and they run for around 5 - 10 hours. Just pull the crank to start. Use like a grill in an enclosed space. Have huge advantage over grill in that they're not nearly as much of a fire hazard or heat producer and you don't have to worry about fucking with coals. Only down side is that they're usually very loud. Essentially you're just inhaling the exhuast fumes. Which are nitrogen, carbon dioxide, some other random gases and carbon monoxide. But it doesn't take much CO to kill you and as long as it's running, it will be pumping it out. They even have warnings all over the box and generator themselves saying "Carbon monoxide *will* kill you in minutes. Not for indoor use".

But whats the applications for carbon monoxide? I think cylinders are available but I doubt they'll sell it to individuals (I'm not from US Btw)

 

[Life sucks]

Why none mentions other gases like methane or Sulfur hexafluoride? Does it acts differently?

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inert_gas_asphyxiation

 

[Jon_Doe]

But whats the applications for carbon monoxide? I think cylinders are available but I doubt they'll sell it to individuals (I'm not from US Btw)

I'm not sure. I know you can buy Nitrogen (an inert gas that will work) off Amazon for $300 in the states. Course you'd have to set up an "exit hood" or buy several and use in a small enclosed space.

 

[Life sucks]

I'm not sure. I know you can buy Nitrogen (an inert gas that will work) off Amazon for $300 in the states. Course you'd have to set up an "exit hood" or buy several and use in a small enclosed space.

One isn't enough in extremely small place ?

 

[Life sucks]

I just had the idea for creating small enclosed place but is it practical?

 

[Jon_Doe]

One isn't enough in extremely small place ?

Honestly I'm not sure. That's some advanced science shit that's way above my head. I would assume no though.

 

[Pk95]

I am wondering if sharing this on this would be appropriate. I just wanted to share.. I am planning with amitriptyline. So , yesterday I was checking medical shops for amitri.. I went to a medical shop, showed him the strip (bought from generic) and asked him. He just mentioned for namesake prescription is needed. He gave those tablets,asked if my strip is from generic. I told yes. He was trying to convince generic drugs are not effective, so they are cheap and all.. it was already late , I went alone, so was in a rush to move from there. After giving tabs , he asked who prescribed these. Clueless, I told him name of a heart specialist,. and moved from there. I need them so badly. I heard a small voice why will a heart surgeon prescribe ? No problem occurred.
Aren't generic drugs effective as branded ones? I have collected most of my strips from generic shops.

 

[Trashcan]

I really, really want to get a firearm. I looked at the forms and I believe even though I've been committed to a mental institution, I meet the exceptions. It can be kind of hard to tell though because they always word it weirdly.

I'm debating if I should take the risk of getting arrested and try to get a shotgun or if I should get a black powder rifle. A shotgun is so lethal but if I get arrested I will be in even deeper shit.

I wish there was a way for me to do a NCIS background check without having to go to the store.

 

[Snstuff]

Tried in the bath with drowning, had a big drink of water..

Found this place and better methods, got one ready just waiting for the trigger.

Being disabled due to a stroke but things work when comes to it f biology...