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Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

Experienced
Jun 24, 2025
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Are there any other Europeans who are envious of the ease that Americans have of killing themselves with firearms? I frankly hate the fact that I live in a part of the world where getting a gun is next to impossible. If I was American, I'd have such an easy time ctb. Instead, because getting a gun is an impossibility, I have to scroll through internet posts about the minutiae of chemical substances that will put me to sleep forever, how likely I am to be decapitated by a train, or all the minutiae of how to optimally hang myself to get the job done. I just wanna go out easily, certainly, and quickly, man. I guess the cherry on top of my shitty life is that leaving it is easier said than done, lol.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,495
I really understand and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to cease existing that is instant and painless, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again in this futile, torturous existence.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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I envy people from America too because of it. in theory, a shoot in the heart should be quick and painful. I hate violence but this life is so fucking miserable I think i have no other choice. What a waste šŸ˜”
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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it is also my preferred method
this makes it difficult to find a partner
all people who live near me have declined
 

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