Ctb in 48 hours!

[Vizzy]

leaving tonight

I don't understand, sorry ?

May peace be upon you brother.I just joined today and I've already seen so much of you contributions which are really accurate and thought of.Rest easy man.

Wish you peace and rest. Thinking of you.

I hope it goes smoothly as possible vizzy, you're a very thoughtful intelligent person and sad to see you go. I hope you find peace my friend

Thank you guys, hope it helps and peace!

 

[magician99]

I've been on this forum for only a few days but from what I have seen up until this point, you were very welcoming to newcomers, always helping people out.

I hope you'll get the peace you deserve.

 

[DurkheimsCat]

I hope you have a peaceful journey, @Vizzy. Thanks for all of your help.

 

[Vizzy]

I hope you have a peaceful journey, @Vizzy. Thanks for all of your help.

I've been on this forum for only a few days but from what I have seen up until this point, you were very welcoming to newcomers, always helping people out.

I hope you'll get the peace you deserve.

Thank you guys, happy to help

 

[vulkann]

thank you for helping me with stuff. i hope you find peace!

 

[picklemick]

Thanks for all your support. Jealous of your journey

 

[Vizzy]

thank you for helping me with stuff. i hope you find peace!

Thank you happy to help

Thanks for all your support. Jealous of your journey

Thank you

 

[cami]

just a reminder: if you change your mind, please reach out. help is available. but if you don't, im sorry life has screwed you over and i wish you all the peace and happiness in the world.

 

[Vizzy]

just a reminder: if you change your mind, please reach out. help is available. but if you don't, im sorry life has screwed you over and i wish you all the peace and happiness in the world.

Thank you

 

[TheHuman]

Damn bro you have been such a great person here. I wish you could have had more time, on the fourms you were so great, I hope that you can find peace dude. Best of luck!

 

[Unwr!tten]

I hope you find peace. I will miss seeing your comments.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Thank you for your service

 

[CentreMid]

The time has come for me and I will do ctb in 48 hours. I signed onto this forum one month before. I ended up finding a lot of good people who were kind to me. I learned a lot of things from other people and shared my knowledge to other people, I wish I found this forum many months before so I could have helped more people.

I have both nitrogen gas and SN method setups, I will decide which one to do tomorrow as I haven't decided which one to use, maybe I will choose in the last moment but I will do the fasting and take meto for the SN.

I live alone so no will disturb me as I sent my girlfriend to her hometown and tomorrow I will put some money in her bank account to cover her expenses for 1 year so she can take her time and move on with her life as she is a good girl and I am sure she will understand. I spoke to her many times about suicide so I am sure she knows that I am suicidal. As soon as I start my ctb process I will send a scheduled mail to the condominium management which will reach them after 24 hours stating that I am dead don't come inside, please call the police.

I don't know what went wrong with my life or some issue with my brain that made me mess up my good life, I just don't know but when I was young my dad physically abused me maybe that played a part in all this, maybe I expected too much from life than what I deserve, maybe I didn't have patience to take life slowly, I just don't know because I had all the things every men wish for but still I messed it up and now want to ctb!

Please don't give advice to other people if you don't know what you talking about especially when it comes to ctb methods because ctb is a big decision, people will follow whatever you say and end up as a vegetable, don't give your opinions when it comes to ctb methods always say the facts, if you don't know about a method it is better to shut up than misleading the people in the wrong paths which is sad to see.

I would encourage anyone who is thinking about ctb to really think about it, do your research, this forum is filled with resources so read all the resources, please use the search option which can make a huge difference. My one advice: DON'T ACT ON IMPULSE.

I'll probably post a goodbye thread!

My works if anyone wants to read, please click the links below

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

SN Successful and Unsuccessful cases 2023 update

I have combined and added all the brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Best of luck, and I hope you find peace. It was a pleasure seeing you around! Take care.

 

[Vizzy]

I hope you find peace. I will miss seeing your comments.

Thank you for your service

Damn bro you have been such a great person here. I wish you could have had more time, on the fourms you were so great, I hope that you can find peace dude. Best of luck!

Thank you guys

 

[Illidan77]

I actually just not long ago saw your thread on sn and bookmarked it. Thank you a lot of making it, i hope it'll get pinned.

I hope you find the peace you're looking for

 

[Vizzy]

I actually just not long ago saw your thread on sn and bookmarked it. Thank you a lot of making it, i hope it'll get pinned.

I hope you find the peace you're looking for

Hopefully, thank you

 

[Zaphkiel]

I wish you the best. The bestest even.
Thoughts and prayers for you.

 

[Vizzy]

I wish you the best. The bestest even.
Thoughts and prayers for you.

Than you

 

[Forever Sleep]

Thank you for all the information you put together. It's so thoughtful that you will be helping your girlfriend like that. Especially to do it beforehand- as I expect probate takes time. Will she not notice/ not be suspicious though?

I wish you all the best- with whatever you decide to do.

 

[Vizzy]

Thank you for all the information you put together. It's so thoughtful that you will be helping your girlfriend like that. Especially to do it beforehand- as I expect probate takes time. Will she not notice/ not be suspicious though?

I wish you all the best- with whatever you decide to do.

Thank you

She ain't coming for 1 week before that everything will be okay

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[Kerrtu]

Vizzy, may the journey be as smooth as can be.

You and I were fast friends - we always will be. I will see you in a much better place when my time comes, which will be soon. Until then, and if you do C that B, Oso is already there waiting for you

Thank you for enriching this forum, for the SN Bible which remains a tremendous resource and should be pinned if it isn't already.

We never met in person, no, but I'm crying all the same. I will smile to think of you, Vizzy.

Always.

Until we meet again - ♡

 

[Vizzy]

Thank you so much

Hopefully it is smooth, yes we are fast friends, I will wait for you with Oso

You are kind to me always, don't cry I will be okay

 

[dreamscape1111]

Remember these teachings,
remember the clear light,
the pure bright shining white light
of your own nature,
it is deathless.

~ Tibetan Book of the Dead ~

Unborn, eternal, everlasting is the primordial Self.
It is not slain when the body is slain. ️
~ Bhagavad Gita

You never die because you were never born;
you've just forgotten who you are.
~ Alan Watts

You are Loved, that's all.

 

[Vizzy]

Remember these teachings,
remember the clear light,
the pure bright shining white light
of your own nature,
it is deathless.

~ Tibetan Book of the Dead ~

Unborn, eternal, everlasting is the primordial Self.
It is not slain when the body is slain. ️
~ Bhagavad Gita

You never die because you were never born;
you've just forgotten who you are.
~ Alan Watts

You are Loved, that's all.

Thank you for this, I throughly enjoyed reading it and made me feel calm

 

[It'sMyLife]

Looks like this is turning into your goodbye thread
V, we've never interacted as I don't post much. You've far surpassed my post count and I've been on here for a while. You seem like a fucking wild man to me! I can imagine partying in Thailand with you . I bet it would be wild! Well I hate to see you go for sure. Seeing you on here makes me realize I should be much more active on SS. If you go through with it I wish you to have a seamless transition. It's what we all hope for but nature/god/higher powers purposely make it difficult but it sounds like you have all of your bases covered. I'm planning on gas as well myself but I've got too much to finish this year with my gf and getting her moved and secured first and then I'll be better positioned to ctb. I'm just so fng sick of the reality of everyday life myself so I understand your decision. If there's another side I hope to meet you there

 

[peaceindeath]

Hope you have found your peace

 

[Watlock]

I'm sorry that this world is so cruel and unbearable. I hope you obtain peace. I cannot say I'm not envious of you.

 

[Vizzy]

Looks like this is turning into your goodbye thread
V, we've never interacted as I don't post much. You've far surpassed my post count and I've been on here for a while. You seem like a fucking wild man to me! I can imagine partying in Thailand with you . I bet it would be wild! Well I hate to see you go for sure. Seeing you on here makes me realize I should be much more active on SS. If you go through with it I wish you to have a seamless transition. It's what we all hope for but nature/god/higher powers purposely make it difficult but it sounds like you have all of your bases covered. I'm planning on gas as well myself but I've got too much to finish this year with my gf and getting her moved and secured first and then I'll be better positioned to ctb. I'm just so fng sick of the reality of everyday life myself so I understand your decision. If there's another side I hope to meet you there

Thank you for the kind words, yes I am ready with everything, good you are taking care of your gf shows that you are a good person. Hopefully

Hope you have found your peace

I'm sorry that this world is so cruel and unbearable. I hope you obtain peace. I cannot say I'm not envious of you.

Thank you guys

 

[soontobedone]

If you're still with us, what method did you choose?
If not, I truly hope it went smoothly.
Thank you for all your input since you've been here.