Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
No need to apologize at all, Vizzy.

You do you 🤍
 
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One day too late

One day too late

I don't want hope. Hope is killing me.
Aug 14, 2020
4,236
We never spoke but I enjoyed playing the games here with you. I hope you find peace and rest well.
 
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Klimpop

Member
Jun 6, 2023
91
Hope it all goes well for you, rest in peace!
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,761
May we find wellness
 
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meowmeowkitty

meowmeowkitty

a cat at heart.
Jun 1, 2023
49
wish you the best of luck viz :) idk you but i appreciate ur commitment and support for this website and the people on it, wishing you well and hopefully i can find myself in your place too :) Godspeed
 
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Zero Two

Zero Two

Member
Jun 13, 2023
15
Hope you can get the rest you deserve. Much love <3
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
627
Sorry guys, my ctb got delayed as I was writing the nitrogen gas with eebd hood guide, I didn't expect it's gonna take too long so I will ctb tonight!

Below is my guide, if anyone wanna read

Thank you for contributing
 
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Aries

Aries

Student
Jun 14, 2023
109
I've looked through the sedated deaths methods, but either the drugs are expensive, or I can't find them online, its just getting worse
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
I've looked through the sedated deaths methods, but either the drugs are expensive, or I can't find them online, its just getting worse
Most of them in this site go by ppeh book, which strongly says ctb using drugs are unreliable because everyone need different dosage

Pure fentanyl is hard to get, most of the black market fen are mixed with fillers, hard to obtain if you don't know the right contact, possession of fen is highly illegal all these reasons make it unreliable for ctb

Everyone are different so finding the right dosage is hard, if you take too much dosage it's gonna make you nauseous and you gonna choke in your own vomit, there are no right sources to guide how to use fentanyl or morphine effectively

Finally if you fail ctb using fentanyl or morphine high probability of getting brain damage and it can leave you as a vegetable

If you want reliable drug mixtures go for Ddma or ddmp drug mixtures but I don't know how you gonna figure out the dosage because most of them don't know that in this forum and don't take advice when it comes to drugs.

Hope you find the necessary drugs in pure form which is hard
 
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Aries

Aries

Student
Jun 14, 2023
109
That's what I'm scared of...... Being a vegetable😑😑are they much more expensive in their pure form?
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
That's what I'm scared of...... Being a vegetable😑😑are they much more expensive in their pure form?
Pure opioid drugs you can get only in big hospitals which comes with a certificate, drug dealers or dark web sellers won't say what they mix with their drugs.
 
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Aries

Aries

Student
Jun 14, 2023
109
Pure opioid drugs you can get only in big hospitals which comes with a certificate, drug dealers or dark web sellers won't say what they mix with their drugs.
Hhhuhhh!!!!.....God!!
You are so blessed to have the resources with you😔I wish you all the best Vizzy
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
Hhhuhhh!!!!.....God!!
You are so blessed to have the resources with you😔I wish you all the best Vizzy
Try methods like

Nitrogen gas
Sn method
Co with charcoal

A lot of other methods available, pick one which are comfortable
 
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Aries

Aries

Student
Jun 14, 2023
109
Maybe I should try CO method... Is there a guide for that?
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
Maybe I should try CO method... Is there a guide for that?
try these threads :)


 
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BlackNails

BlackNails

Member
Jun 13, 2023
27
May you find peace
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
wish you the best of luck viz :) idk you but i appreciate ur commitment and support for this website and the people on it, wishing you well and hopefully i can find myself in your place too :) Godspeed
May you find peace
Hope you can get the rest you deserve. Much love <3
We never spoke but I enjoyed playing the games here with you. I hope you find peace and rest well.
Thank you 🙏
 
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BornHated

BornHated

God may judge, but his sins outnumber your own.
Nov 19, 2022
96
Hey, Vizzy. Have only returned to the forums recently so I've obviously missed a bunch, but it seems you really put a bunch of stuff together to help out. I always respect and appreciate people who go out of their way to offer more resources, especially for difficult things like this.
Whatever comes during or after, I hope it goes as smoothly as possible. ✊
 
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nyee

nyee

Member
Jun 10, 2023
40
Hope I can join you soon, sleep well
 
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Aries

Aries

Student
Jun 14, 2023
109
Heyy, what method are you using
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,900
Try methods like

Nitrogen gas
Sn method
Co with charcoal

A lot of other methods available, pick one which are comfortable
I think you're amazing for still trying to help others today. Just wanted to say that. I hope you're feeling ok.
 
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Forgettable

Forgettable

Member
May 18, 2023
42
Are u still with us?
 
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x0nSS

Member
Aug 11, 2023
37
Just read the article of your passing from another post. Just want to say I am waiting for things to get here but will try your gas setup. I know it is not possible for you to read this but thanks for your information and work on this method.
 

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