Ctb in 48 hours!

[spirittheyregone]

I'm a bit new here but I've already read a lot of your posts and see your dedication and your love to the community and even though we never met itll be sad to see you go, I hope you go with no pain and peacefully.

 

[Anon39]

The time has come for me and I will do ctb in 48 hours. I signed onto this forum one month before. I ended up finding a lot of good people who were kind to me. I learned a lot of things from other people and shared my knowledge to other people, I wish I found this forum many months before so I could have helped more people.

I have both nitrogen gas and SN method setups, I will decide which one to do tomorrow as I haven't decided which one to use, maybe I will choose in the last moment but I will do the fasting and take meto for the SN.

I live alone so no will disturb me as I sent my girlfriend to her hometown and tomorrow I will put some money in her bank account to cover her expenses for 1 year so she can take her time and move on with her life as she is a good girl and I am sure she will understand. I spoke to her many times about suicide so I am sure she knows that I am suicidal. As soon as I start my ctb process I will send a scheduled mail to the condominium management which will reach them after 24 hours stating that I am dead don't come inside, please call the police.

I don't know what went wrong with my life or some issue with my brain that made me mess up my good life, I just don't know but when I was young my dad physically abused me maybe that played a part in all this, maybe I expected too much from life than what I deserve, maybe I didn't have patience to take life slowly, I just don't know because I had all the things every men wish for but still I messed it up and now want to ctb!

Please don't give advice to other people if you don't know what you talking about especially when it comes to ctb methods because ctb is a big decision, people will follow whatever you say and end up as a vegetable, don't give your opinions when it comes to ctb methods always say the facts, if you don't know about a method it is better to shut up than misleading the people in the wrong paths which is sad to see.

I would encourage anyone who is thinking about ctb to really think about it, do your research, this forum is filled with resources so read all the resources, please use the search option which can make a huge difference. My one advice: DON'T ACT ON IMPULSE.

I'll probably post a goodbye thread!

My works if anyone wants to read, please click the links below

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

SN Successful and Unsuccessful cases 2023 update

I have combined and added all the brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Your research and dedication to this community amaze me. Good luck with whatever you decide and I'm sorry life has brought you here.

 

[Vizzy]

Rest peacefully Vizzy

Thank you for listening to me and giving your thoughts

 

[tiny_dancer]

I've enjoyed reading your posts, it's apparent that you really care about helping others. Sorry life turned out this way for you. I wish you the peace you deserve.

 

[Vizzy]

Wish you well Vizzy, thank you for all the contents. May you have a safe journey!

Thank you hopefully

You deserve all the peace your after, thank you for your work and time here. Will keep you in my thoughts. Safe travels friend.

You are kind and always appreciated me, thank you

your heart for girlfriend is so cool ! have a good trip I wish you peace in your soul

She doesn't deserve any of this, she thought she can change my suicidal thoughts but it was too late, hope she find a good man in the future who can make her wish come true which is she want three babies, be a good mom and have a happy family

 

[oh_no191]

I hope you find peace. Cya on the other side

 

[SVEN]

Goodbye, unmet friend, I hope your journey is easy and your rest sweet.

 

[Vizzy]

I hope you find peace. Cya on the other side

Goodbye, unmet friend, I hope your journey is easy and your rest sweet.

Thank you guys

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Vizzy, I've only just joined this forum not too long ago but you've been incredibly helpful in everything I asked in regards to SN. Every single question I asked you, you were very helpful and patient enough with me.

I speak for everyone, as others have already said on this thread, I have nothing but massive thanks for what you've contributed here and the questions you've answered to the best of your ability.

Knowing you and how meticulous you are, I'm certain one method or the other will work so this is goodbye but this is what happens on this forum sometimes and I wish you were around here longer but I understand, when it's your time, it's that time and no other and so, I wish you nothing but the best and that peace be found.


Thank you for the SN Bible thread and the successful and unsuccessfull threads.

 

[Vizzy]

Vizzy, I've only just joined this forum not too long ago but you've been incredibly helpful in everything I asked in regards to SN. Every single question I asked you, you were very helpful and patient enough with me.

I speak for everyone, as others have already said on this thread, I have nothing but massive thanks for what you've contributed here and the questions you've answered to the best of your ability.

Knowing you and how meticulous you are, I'm certain one method or the other will work so this is goodbye but this is what happens on this forum sometimes and I wish you were around here longer but I understand, when it's your time, it's that time and no other and so, I wish you nothing but the best and that peace be found.


Thank you for the SN Bible thread and the successful and unsuccessfull threads.

Thank you for your kind words, you always ask sensible, straight to the point questions which I like and I am happy to help you

I hope you got answers to your questions and hope you find peace friend

You are welcome

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Thank you for your kind words, you always ask sensible, straight to the point questions which I like and I am happy to help you

I hope you got answers to your questions and hope you find peace friend

You are welcome

I definitely think you've helped where you could so I've gotta take the next step but none of this would've been clearer to me if I didn't ask.

If there is a goodbye thread, I'll be watching just as one final Goodbye before you escape this shit show called earth.

 

[Huntfish34]

I wish you the best in whatever may happen, Godspeed. - ♥

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

The time has come for me and I will do ctb in 48 hours. I signed onto this forum one month before. I ended up finding a lot of good people who were kind to me. I learned a lot of things from other people and shared my knowledge to other people, I wish I found this forum many months before so I could have helped more people.

I have both nitrogen gas and SN method setups, I will decide which one to do tomorrow as I haven't decided which one to use, maybe I will choose in the last moment but I will do the fasting and take meto for the SN.

I live alone so no will disturb me as I sent my girlfriend to her hometown and tomorrow I will put some money in her bank account to cover her expenses for 1 year so she can take her time and move on with her life as she is a good girl and I am sure she will understand. I spoke to her many times about suicide so I am sure she knows that I am suicidal. As soon as I start my ctb process I will send a scheduled mail to the condominium management which will reach them after 24 hours stating that I am dead don't come inside, please call the police.

I don't know what went wrong with my life or some issue with my brain that made me mess up my good life, I just don't know but when I was young my dad physically abused me maybe that played a part in all this, maybe I expected too much from life than what I deserve, maybe I didn't have patience to take life slowly, I just don't know because I had all the things every men wish for but still I messed it up and now want to ctb!

Please don't give advice to other people if you don't know what you talking about especially when it comes to ctb methods because ctb is a big decision, people will follow whatever you say and end up as a vegetable, don't give your opinions when it comes to ctb methods always say the facts, if you don't know about a method it is better to shut up than misleading the people in the wrong paths which is sad to see.

I would encourage anyone who is thinking about ctb to really think about it, do your research, this forum is filled with resources so read all the resources, please use the search option which can make a huge difference. My one advice: DON'T ACT ON IMPULSE.

I'll probably post a goodbye thread!

My works if anyone wants to read, please click the links below

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

SN Successful and Unsuccessful cases 2023 update

I have combined and added all the brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can...

sanctioned-suicide.net

You certainly were a Sanctioned suicide.com superstar as someone pointed out and you did it in only a month. I've seen a few here but you were probably the top one because you were here only a month. trajedy your sn bible thread and the other thread doesn't get pinned or at least added to resources. someone ping some mods.

I don't know your story can you give more details or in PM why you are choosing to ctb?

 

[Vizzy]

You certainly were a sasu superstar as someone pointed out and you did it in only a month. I've seen a few here but you were probably the top because you were here only a month. trajedy your sn bible thread doesn't get pinned or at least added to resources.someone ping some mods.

I don't know your story can you give more details or in PM why you are choosing to ctb?

I will give more information on my goodbye thread friend , hopefully SN Bible get pinned so people can learn from it and be more useful or else It will be lost in the other threads

Thank you

 

[Jezzibell]

The time has come for me and I will do ctb in 48 hours. I signed onto this forum one month before. I ended up finding a lot of good people who were kind to me. I learned a lot of things from other people and shared my knowledge to other people, I wish I found this forum many months before so I could have helped more people.

I have both nitrogen gas and SN method setups, I will decide which one to do tomorrow as I haven't decided which one to use, maybe I will choose in the last moment but I will do the fasting and take meto for the SN.

I live alone so no will disturb me as I sent my girlfriend to her hometown and tomorrow I will put some money in her bank account to cover her expenses for 1 year so she can take her time and move on with her life as she is a good girl and I am sure she will understand. I spoke to her many times about suicide so I am sure she knows that I am suicidal. As soon as I start my ctb process I will send a scheduled mail to the condominium management which will reach them after 24 hours stating that I am dead don't come inside, please call the police.

I don't know what went wrong with my life or some issue with my brain that made me mess up my good life, I just don't know but when I was young my dad physically abused me maybe that played a part in all this, maybe I expected too much from life than what I deserve, maybe I didn't have patience to take life slowly, I just don't know because I had all the things every men wish for but still I messed it up and now want to ctb!

Please don't give advice to other people if you don't know what you talking about especially when it comes to ctb methods because ctb is a big decision, people will follow whatever you say and end up as a vegetable, don't give your opinions when it comes to ctb methods always say the facts, if you don't know about a method it is better to shut up than misleading the people in the wrong paths which is sad to see.

I would encourage anyone who is thinking about ctb to really think about it, do your research, this forum is filled with resources so read all the resources, please use the search option which can make a huge difference. My one advice: DON'T ACT ON IMPULSE.

I'll probably post a goodbye thread!

My works if anyone wants to read, please click the links below

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

SN Successful and Unsuccessful cases 2023 update

I have combined and added all the brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can...

sanctioned-suicide.net

You really have suffered a lot. All of us deserve peace, and if this how you will achieve it, I wish you a painless passing whatever method you choose. It shows what a good person you are, making sure you provide for your girlfriend. I see from your post that this is a rational and well planned exit. Go well vizzy. Xx

 

[NoLightRemains]

Sad to see you go, you were such an invaluable, diligent poster that always had sources to back up your claims. It's no surprise that your thoughtfulness extended to others immediately effected by your plan (girlfriend and condo management). Sorry it has come to this for you, but I hope you have a smooth exit. You've more than earned it.

 

[Aisley]

Jeez Vizzy. Hate to see you go. And look what you did in a month. Not just here but in your own life, setting her up like that, going out like a man. Well done.

 

[SexyIncél]

Remarkable that you're taking care of your gf so well! If only people were so decent to each other, this universe might be more fun. Gotta step up my game!

I will give more information on my goodbye thread friend

Hope you err on the side of oversharing. I like to absorb people's personalities into me (yes I'm weird); and I think anyone might like parts of themselves living on in others

 

[Vizzy]

I've been lurking a while and found your posts always stood out as compassionate and informative, Vizzy. I feel I have learned a lot reading your contributions to SS. Peace be with you.

Thank you, happy it was helpful to you

I hope you find peace wherever you go, safe journey

Hopefully friend and just nothingness

You are a SaSu Rockstar given the time you where here and what you achieved regarding your sn megapost.
I hope everything works out as planned and that you will find your peace!

Thank you for helping me with the nitrogen setup and answered my questions, your kind words make me happy

 

[Mortadelo]

Farewell, good luck with what you choose.
Thanks for your helpful posts here.

 

[tootired4life]

im gonna exercise my free speech and say god please wait a bit longer for your girlfriend. but if you really can't: rest peacefully, friend

 

[Vizzy]

Farewell, good luck with what you choose.
Thanks for your helpful posts here.

Thank you

im gonna exercise my free speech and say god please wait a bit longer for your girlfriend. but if you really can't: rest peacefully, friend

Point of sending her to hometown is for me to ctb or else she will stay with me

I don't want her to find my body and traumatized, thank you

 

[Cøøkie]

Thank you for helping me and this community, may you find the peace you deserve and need

 

[Dazai21]

Goodbye my friend.

 

[KarmaBus]

Man @Vizzy I'm both a bit envious and disappointed your CTB time is here. I don't enjoy much these days but I've really enjoyed reading your posts. Thank you for making such an impact here before you go. I hope things go smoothly for you and you find the peace you're searching for. Best of luck

 

[Vizzy]

Thanks for all you research and diligence. The more information we have helps us make better choices. I wish you the very best in finding the peace you are seeking.

Vizzy in the time you've been here you've become a pillar to this community. You have made sure to provide us with accurate information and created some epic threads that members will use for years to come. You're like the SN guru here lol. I'm sorry your struggles have led you to this point but I hope you find peace and nothingness when you leave. You will be truly missed

Thank you for the kind words

Bon voyage

Thank you guys

 

[baggins69]

May peace be upon you brother.I just joined today and I've already seen so much of you contributions which are really accurate and thought of.Rest easy man.

 

[Letgo]

Wish you peace and rest. Thinking of you.

 

[Thisisme373]

I hope it goes smoothly as possible vizzy, you're a very thoughtful intelligent person and sad to see you go. I hope you find peace my friend

 

[sunsetboat234]

leaving tonight