Help Crying right now ..

[a.fool]

Crying right now and I can't stop crying. I wanted to share this to someone but I don't have anyone to count on. I want to and I'm trying so hard to get better but I feel like something is wrong with me, I'm not getting better. I feel like I'm drowning deeper and I just can't get out, all the air that was in my lungs has already released and now I've no support.
I want this pain to just end, be it even ending my life!

 

[Raven_Nevermore]

I'm so sorry you're in the position you're in and you feel so alone in it. I HATE it for you, for myself, and for all of us here. I'm sending you hugs right now.

 

[a.fool]

I'm so sorry you're in the position you're in and you feel so alone in it. I HATE it for you, for myself, and for all of us here. I'm sending you hugs right now.

Thanks for saying that. It means a lot!

 

[Young.Werther]

I know the exact feeling. Hopefully you slept. Sleep helps (most of the time at least). I wish I had an answer for both our sakes. I know it's a poor substitute for actual live company but what's on your mind?

 

[a.fool]

I know the exact feeling. Hopefully you slept. Sleep helps (most of the time at least). I wish I had an answer for both our sakes. I know it's a poor substitute for actual live company but what's on your mind?

I think the pain will never end!

 

[Young.Werther]

As far as I can tell it doesn't. Sometimes there are reprieves, but it always comes back :(

 

[ForgottenAgain]

I'm so sorry you're going through that pain, it's so hard to deal with and can cause a ton of desperation...
Sending you hugs which is the best I can do as an online stranger. I hope you managed to feel even if just a tiny bit better...