No matter how many times I cry over ethe same shit, my brain always clings to everything bad. I'm 22, been alive for 22 years to see everyone spit in my face and called me fucked in the head, mental, and all sorts of things. Only one person stick with me, everyone else is gone, shit talking about behind my back. I even remember my own mother saying I'm an embarrassment and that everyone in the neigbhourhood is making fun of me. The worst thing she said to me was : " I can't believe I gave birth to something like this"".
Fine, go and have a kid with my pedo ass stepdad if that's what you prefer. My stepdad sexually assaulted him and she didn't divorce him. Everyone will always find a reason to chose anyone but me. About 2 more weeks and Ill fuck off the face of the earth for good. Wont bother anyone. Most importantly, my defected ass brain wont terrorise to me anymore. 2 days ago I managed to obtain 20 pills of Meto for my SN protocol.
My entire chest is burning as I'm writing this.
Fine, go and have a kid with my pedo ass stepdad if that's what you prefer. My stepdad sexually assaulted him and she didn't divorce him. Everyone will always find a reason to chose anyone but me. About 2 more weeks and Ill fuck off the face of the earth for good. Wont bother anyone. Most importantly, my defected ass brain wont terrorise to me anymore. 2 days ago I managed to obtain 20 pills of Meto for my SN protocol.
My entire chest is burning as I'm writing this.
