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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
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cried in my sleep earlier. became partially awake when i felt myself sobbing. i don't remember the nightmare, but the feeling was strongly related to someone i know.

woke up in pain. stayed in bed for a while and thought about how much has changed in such a short time after the incident..i really fucking hate this life..
 
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lostinwoe

lostinwoe

woefully bound to death.
Mar 1, 2024
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I think it's for different reasons than you, but I also woke up crying today probably only because I was happy in my dream, and I know I'll never feel that way again.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I also hate existing, I'm sorry that you have to suffer so much in this cruel existence. But anyway best wishes.
 
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May 15, 2024
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Crying is natural response to intense emotions, it is normal.
 
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