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stygal

stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,729
If I were to get my entire health back - I'd live until I was 50-60 years old.
If I were to get a small fraction of my health back - I'd live maybe another 5-10 years.
 
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Querlista

Querlista

Member
Jan 12, 2021
73
A few very good friends would do it for me I think
 
Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Arcanist
May 5, 2020
401
Probably money but other than that no. I have money at the moment to get me by and have money saved for the time that I ctb. Clothing bought. Money saved for hotel for final night and getting there
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,709
I do not think so, at this point. I think ctb is inevitable for me. Even if the things I see as problems were removed, I would still not want to live. It is not realistic anything changing. For me the problem is life itself. I do not like living, it does not appeal to me in any way. I do not want to reach an old age. This life is not meant for me, I prefer the sound of non existence.
 
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Ob La Dee

Ob La Dee

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Aug 4, 2021
76
If my three sons would start interacting with me again I would probably put it off for some time. But I have other problems that are insurmountable so it's probably inevitable.
 
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