Discussion could something happen in your life that'd stop you from CTBing?

[Superdeterminist]

Although I really do want to ctb, I can't know if I actually will go through with it in the end, because as it stands, it's not easy (for me).

But is there anything that could stop me from *wanting to* ctb? Realistically, no. My brain would need to be completely restarted or something.

 

[js927?!]

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Generally CTB via pills is not advised. SN method or N are the best route for oral medicines

Thank you so much for such a quick reply, I'm in the Uk and I don't think I'd be able to get either .

 

[soggyweeetabix]

Thank you so much for such a quick reply, I'm in the Uk and I don't think I'd be able to get either .

It is tough in the UK, and I would only say to research posts on SN or N.

 

[Deleted member 23885]

Unlikely in the long term

 

[Spitfire]

There is a curiosity I have about the climate and weather, or natural disaster events. I got interested in the weather and large destructive storms.

If there was a unique natural disaster, or even a man made disaster event could be a possibility? It could keep me interested to go help with the disaster response if I was given the opportunity, maybe?

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

There is a curiosity I have about the climate and weather, or natural disaster events. I got interested in the weather and large destructive storms.

If there was a unique natural disaster, or even a man made disaster event could be a possibility? It could keep me interested to go help with the disaster response if I was given the opportunity, maybe?

You may get the chance to see a blue ocean event from climate change as well as many unique natural disasters as weather patterns become unpredictable due to the loss of the jet stream, temperatures warming to +4 C in the next 100 years, etc.

 

[Spitfire]

You may get the chance to see a blue ocean event from climate change as well as many unique natural disasters as weather patterns become unpredictable due to the loss of the jet stream, temperatures warming to +4 C in the next 100 years, etc.

I know, it is frustrating to me because there could be some unique weather events increasing even more very soon, and I would like to see that and go help the area and people recover from the inevitable...

 

[Kruger]

No

 

[js927?!]

It is tough in the UK, and I would only say to research posts on SN or N.

Thank you so much.

 

[make_00]

not having body dysmorphic disorder and being able to handle being a physical presence that people look at, I feel itchy and wrong even when I'm alone. I don't feel human

 

[rabbithole]

No, I have a chronic and progressive disease. My brain is also wrecked.

not having body dysmorphic disorder and being able to handle being a physical presence that people look at, I feel itchy and wrong even when I'm alone. I don't feel human

I also have BDD. I'm sorry you're dealing with it. It's a shitty disorder.

 

[issyishere]

The miracle of living in ignorance. I wish I never knew some of the things I knew now. I wish I could live in a more simple minded way but my mind doesn't work like that. I think and think and think and pick things apart all day. It's made me extremely cynical tbh. Money might keep me around for a bit but now that I think about it Idk what i'd do with it. Buying a nice car is fun I guess and maybe nice things for myself but I don't think I'd be happy. It'd be like slapping a band-aid on a giant open wound

 

[torimandy]

Yes. Absolutely. If I had facial surgeries and GRS and was in a relationship with a man that would help me to replace the family I lost, and I could work on ways to re enter the job force I would be all over how life was worth living. It ain't ever going to happen though becaujse nobody gives a rat's ass about a trans woman in America.

 

[DJJE]

Recently I've started a business venture on the side of my main job. It's given some focus and been a distraction.

When it all comes crashing down ill realise I was wrong to even try.

 

[Sensei]

Sure. If I'd become a mutlimillionaire, I'd give it five more years. If I'd be able to build a rudimentary social network and find love, I'd give it 30 more years. None of this likely to happen.

 

[Mentalmick]

Maybe a miraculous new medical treatment for all mental illnesses.

 

[Starseedchip]

Millions of dollars so I could live off the grid or a time machine.

 

[EmbraceOfTheVoid]

Sure, if I had a home and a basic income, my debilitating health problems were gone, a family, someone I loved, and I could find joy in even small things then I wouldn't end my life.

Unfortunately this world is a dumpster fire and the things I mentioned above come off as a joke.

 

[plough22]

Seeing my daughter but I have no hope due to lies untruths, non of my family do. I don't even know I'd like her to see me in my current mental state. I am shattered into pieces and waiting that push to find peace. I don't know if I'll survive 2021. Hope that I die soon, as I cannot see myself like this over and over daily
People look at my Instagram and see hike/swims but it's a bandage and it's leaking/tearing.

 

[Skathon]

Unless magic (necromancy/undeath/shapeshifting) suddenly starts to exist, no.

 

[the_final_countdown]

Money may keep me going for some time but I'd still get bored and would want to die

I could probably live a pitiful existence, locked away in the corner of a room for the rest of my life.

I'd give a lot of the money to family and probably just hide in the shadows until old age takes me. Or my condition deteriorates.

 

[*Hope*]

Unfortunately what I want is something that is impossible for life to make it happen

 

[Deleted member 1768]

a significant other, perhaps? money? fame?

Major stroke, alzheimers, ummm...severe physical disability. Anything that would make ctbing impossible to do myself.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

If people in general treated each other with more kindness, but that is unlikely to happen. Cruelty will always be present in one form or another.

It is like wishing for a unicorn to exist.

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

resurrection or another miracle of biblical proportions

 

[TooMuchToBear]

Although I really do want to ctb, I can't know if I actually will go through with it in the end, because as it stands, it's not easy (for me).

But is there anything that could stop me from *wanting to* ctb? Realistically, no. My brain would need to be completely restarted or something.

I could have written that. I wish my brain wouldn't make my life so difficult.

 

[inthemoonblue]

Maybe if I stopped being such a dumbass. That's sure never gonna happen tho.

 

[BandAddict]

I don't know, actually. I don't know what I want or what I'm supposed to want. Money would be nice, but that's just because I don't trust myself to hold down a job. I feel like a leech. Even so, money can't make me forget why I want to CTB. If anything, it might postpone it a bit longer if nothing bad happens otherwise.

 

[JustHeckinKillMe]

NOOOOOOO. Just no.

 

[Thrash]

If I got a ton of money all of a sudden then that would keep me living for a bit longer but I think the end result would still be the same. Yes I would be happy for a short period of time but unfortunately money won't solve my mental problems.