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figtree
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- Feb 7, 2023
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one of many things i think about is if my therapist would be affected if/when i can finally ctb. can a therapist be blamed for this if they were aware of suicidal ideation? (i always disclaim plan or intent and assure safety). i feel extremely guilty thinking it could affect the life/job of one of the only people who has tried to help me.
i've also thought about terminating treatment beforehand if i have enough notice but i also worry about raising suspicion. idk. i hope this makes sense.
i've also thought about terminating treatment beforehand if i have enough notice but i also worry about raising suspicion. idk. i hope this makes sense.