Could barely move today

[Smilla]

Anyone here have such mental agony that it renders them almost unable to move?

I couldn't get out of bed today until mid afternoon, was tossing and turning with severe flashbacks.

 

[Depressed]

That's how I wake up everyday

 

[DF90]

I have days like this often, but I still have to force myself out of bed due to work. It usually gets better once I'm distracted.

 

[VanHeineken]

I have a lot of mental agony. I will not try to explain it. But it jumps up on me not only in bed but all the time. It's negative thoughts and panic mostly. Sometimes I scream. My life is really shit and I can't change it. I was hoping to kill myself this summer, but now I realise I will not make it. I am too afraid.

I really hate myself!

 

[Empty Smile]

Every. Damn. Day.

 

[Tiburcio]

Yeah I never want to left my bed, but I am forced to do it and if I keep on bed, violence is used. Fuck this shit.

 

[ScaredOfLife]

Anyone here have such mental agony that it renders them almost unable to move?

I couldn't get out of bed today until mid afternoon, was tossing and turning with severe flashbacks.

I stay in the bed all day and night, even if I'm not sleeping. I'm typing this on my phone in the bed. I'm too full of anxiety and depression to get up.

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

Anyone here have such mental agony that it renders them almost unable to move?

I couldn't get out of bed today until mid afternoon, was tossing and turning with severe flashbacks.

Every day.

Any shark flashbacks?

 

[Smilla]

I stay in the bed all day and night, even if I'm not sleeping. I'm typing this on my phone in the bed. I'm too full of anxiety and depression to get up.

I'm so sorry. Do you eat? Change your clothes? I basically wear the same dress if going out which I wash every other day. Otherwise I'm in sweatpants.

 

[Smilla]

Every day.

Any shark flashbacks?

Hahahahaha!

 

[Empty Smile]

I'm so sorry. Do you eat? Change your clothes? I basically wear the same dress if going out which I wash every other day. Otherwise I'm in sweatpants.

Change??? You mean I should be wearing clothes when someone knocks on my door?

 

[nuclearsnake]

I often feel pain so awful I want to tear myself apart on the spot. It's like your insides are slowly being ripped apart and there's nothing you can do to stop it except for ending it all.

Other times I'm just exhausted and drained. I wish I could lay down and fall asleep forever.

 

[ScaredOfLife]

I'm so sorry. Do you eat? Change your clothes? I basically wear the same dress if going out which I wash every other day. Otherwise I'm in sweatpants.

I do eat, thanks to my husband making dinner. I don't eat breakfast and I eat some crackers for lunch. I just don't have an appetite for breakfast or lunch. I have to force myself to eat the crackers. Usually by dinnertime I have an appetite.

I wear the same pair of pajamas for many days without changing my clothes. I know, it's gross.

 

[Smilla]

I do eat, thanks to my husband making dinner. I don't eat breakfast and I eat some crackers for lunch. I just don't have an appetite for breakfast or lunch. I have to force myself to eat the crackers. Usually by dinnertime I have an appetite.

I wear the same pair of pajamas for many days without changing my clothes. I know, it's gross.

I do too. It's just how this depression thing works...don't feel too bad. Looks like we are similar. I used to be fastitidious until a couple years ago.

 

[typx]

I have days like this often, but I still have to force myself out of bed due to work. It usually gets better once I'm distracted.

What do you do for work?

 

[ScaredOfLife]

I do too. It's just how this depression thing works...don't feel too bad. Looks like we are similar. I used to be fastitidious until a couple years ago.

I haven't been fastidious in years. I hate all this depression and anxiety. For years it's been like this.

I wish things were different for all of us. I'm sorry you're in pain, too.

 

[Smilla]

I haven't been fastidious in years. I hate all this depression and anxiety. For years it's been like this.

I wish things were different for all of us. I'm sorry you're in pain, too.

It's hell, I know. Hell on earth.

Hope we find relief soon.

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

I pretty much have to take suboxone to function it gives me energy. When
I've stopped suboxone after the shitty withdrawals for a month I then have zero energy to do anything.

 

[agreement]

I feel you.
Been there, done that.
Like if my legs or arms were aching or numbing, it was difficult for me to move in a more confortable position.
Currently I'm better though.

 

[typx]

What's Suboxone?

 

[KCN]

Somedays I actually spend half of my day lying in bed and falling asleep because my body feels really asthenic and my brain, being part of the body, doesn't cooperate that much in making me feel better. I even have to crawl to the bathroom when I need to go, walking is sometimes not an option.

This usually goes round in circles until I snap out of it for some reason, then I'm back again to this for a couple of days. I wonder when will it stop

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

I feel like that every day, I have to force myself to do even the simplest things, it's like I'm neck deep in tar.

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

What's Suboxone?

A medication used for people getting off heroin usually but it has other uses and can help other things. For me it affects me differently then most people.

 

[Over n' Out]

What's Suboxone?

Save up and get the internetz, it's got this giggle thing that tells you answers to everything, so I've heard.

 

[DoneFighting]

I have days like this often, but I still have to force myself out of bed due to work. It usually gets better once I'm distracted.

I'm the same way. Work is numbing, easy to fake being ok here.