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ugulamugula

ugulamugula

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Mar 25, 2026
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I can ctb in 1-2 years. What are the best coping methods for those years?
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,191
We need to know what stresses are impacting you.
 
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ugulamugula

ugulamugula

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Mar 25, 2026
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We need to know what stresses are impacting you.
Im completely lonely, i have no friends, my Girlfriend broke up with me because i was a piece of shit, i get bullied in school etc. Im a fucking awful person that doesn´t deserve to live anymore. Im just a waste of space. But i don´t want any sympathy, it´s completely my fault, even though im trying to change. Is that enough? I just want something to cope with so i can bear the pain for those last few years
 
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Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,191
Young in experience, old in pain.
There are ways to get by and hopefully things improve over time.
Time is the big issue.

Others can add their experiences and advice.
We are as much about staying alive as leaving early.
 
Wojaczek

Wojaczek

Student
Oct 24, 2021
194
I´m 18, i guess you can count me as a kid
you're still young blah blah, things can get better blah blah, you know the drill, give it some time, your reasons for wanting to die sound like every teenagers reason for wanting to die (they are still valid enough reasons of course but still, nothing to kill yourself over imo)
 
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Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,191
you're still young blah blah, things can get better blah blah, you know the drill, give it some time, your reasons for wanting to die sound like every teenagers reason for wanting to die (they are still valid enough reasons of course but still, nothing to kill yourself over imo)
??
 
SoLowHollow48

SoLowHollow48

Corporate Rat
Nov 24, 2025
181
I don't know man. That's just one girl. You can find other girls who can help you grow as a person. If it breaks down, it's usually the fault of two people so it's not entirely our fault. I learned this the hard way. I'd say you try to recover for these 2 years. If shit doesn't work, we're here for you. But for the meantime, just avoid this place like the plague.

Bro, I went to many threads and concluded that the coginitive dissonance of the people here is insane. You don't want to surround yourself with people like that right now. You don't need that shit. You need better friends, better girl, and better standards.

Anyway, I hope you get to focus more on your studies and get into the college you want or at least study a major that you want.
 
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Warum

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Feb 11, 2026
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pro choice does not mean encouraging *any* death. especially for someone as young as 18. you can clearly tell the original poster is facing a life challange that many people go through; one that is very well beatable. that is not a life that has to be ended.
 

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