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rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
631
Not impossible mate, u just have to have FAITH! (among other things)
 
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Unspoken7612

Arcanist
Jul 14, 2024
469
I can't translate it. What does he say?
Phenobarbital, chloral hydrate, and morphine, mixed with either water or 100% alcohol.

Phenobarbital is similar to nembutal (pentobarbital). Chloral hydrate is an old-school sedative, and morphine is obviously a painkiller.
 
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sevennn

sevennn

Warlock
Sep 11, 2024
701
i suppose phenobarbital kills the chloral hydrate puts to sleep and the morphine stops the pain. and ethanol for faster absorption. right? i think this is as hard for me to get as N lol
 
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Demian

Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
245
i suppose phenobarbital kills the chloral hydrate puts to sleep and the morphine stops the pain. and ethanol for faster absorption. right? i think this is as hard for me to get as N lol
3 grams of morphine will kill a horse, but 20 grams of phenobarbital will not. It's more a guarantee than a necessity. Chloral hydrate is a sedative-hypnotic, but it's weaker than the others. A mixture of the three has a synergistic effect.
 
sevennn

sevennn

Warlock
Sep 11, 2024
701
3 grams of morphine will kill a horse, but 20 grams of phenobarbital will not. It's more a guarantee than a necessity. Chloral hydrate is a sedative-hypnotic, but it's weaker than the others. A mixture of the three has a synergistic effect.
wait i remembered your attempt. so you posted this you want to try it again? or still going with Sn. how did you feel when you took this. and where did you even get it.
 
Demian

Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
245
wait i remembered your attempt. so you posted this you want to try it again? or still going with Sn. how did you feel when you took this. and where did you even get it.
That's me haha. I intend to try again. This time it must be with SN, because I don't know if I'll be able to get the morphine and phenobarbital, as I'm waiting for surgery due to temporary damage to my leg from the coma. And I'm being "watched". But I was able to buy the SN easily and nobody got suspicious, because it's a preservative for meat haha.

When I took the morphine and phenobarbital I felt absolutely nothing. No pain, no discomfort. Nothing. I don't even remember when I blacked out.

I kept calling small, more isolated pharmacies, where the sales assistant is the owner himself. I'd call up and ask them straight out: "Do you have morphine and phenobarbital?" / "Yes, we do" / "Do you sell it without a prescription?" / "Come here and we'll check it out for you".

And that's how I managed to
 
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sevennn

Warlock
Sep 11, 2024
701
That's me haha. I intend to try again. This time it must be with SN, because I don't know if I'll be able to get the morphine and phenobarbital, as I'm waiting for surgery due to temporary damage to my leg from the coma. And I'm being "watched". But I was able to buy the SN easily and nobody got suspicious, because it's a preservative for meat haha.

When I took the morphine and phenobarbital I felt absolutely nothing. No pain, no discomfort. Nothing. I don't even remember when I blacked out.

I kept calling small, more isolated pharmacies, where the sales assistant is the owner himself. I'd call up and ask them straight out: "Do you have morphine and phenobarbital?" / "Yes, we do" / "Do you sell it without a prescription?" / "Come here and we'll check it out for you".

And that's how I managed to
interesting. thanks. sorry about your leg. it's really bad? and who's watching you 😳 that sounds scary
 
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Demian

Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
245
interesting. thanks. sorry about your leg. it's really bad? and who's watching you 😳 that sounds scary
My hip has calcified. Now I have to wait for the surgery, but it's a peaceful surgery. They're not keeping a close eye on me, but they do keep an eye out when something arrives for me, etc. That's normal. I understand this concern.
 
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Unspoken7612

Arcanist
Jul 14, 2024
469
I kept calling small, more isolated pharmacies, where the sales assistant is the owner himself. I'd call up and ask them straight out: "Do you have morphine and phenobarbital?" / "Yes, we do" / "Do you sell it without a prescription?" / "Come here and we'll check it out for you".

And that's how I managed to
Which country did you do this in? I can't imagine this working in the UK, but maybe I'm wrong.
 
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Romanticize

Specialist
Aug 22, 2024
338
Im taking 1-2g of morphine daily and not feel a thing... (im not taking it for pain, just self medicated depression. by not feeling a thing i mean i can work or do normal activities, maybe it makes me a bit sleepy. However not huge nods etc, no.) tolerance skyrocketed.

guess this is not for me, although I would love to pass using opioids+benzos (barbiturates arent a thing anymore almost everywhere...)
 
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rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
631
Im taking 1-2g of morphine daily and not feel a thing... (im not taking it for pain, just self medicated depression. by not feeling a thing i mean i can work or do normal activities, maybe it makes me a bit sleepy. However not huge nods etc, no.) tolerance skyrocketed.

guess this is not for me, although I would love to pass using opioids+benzos (barbiturates arent a thing anymore almost everywhere...)

Yea morphine is kinda weak.

But this combination opioid+hidral+pheno can do the trick
 
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heliophobic

heliophobic

Memento Mori
Jan 29, 2024
118
Read it. I think I'm as likely to get ahold of those three medications as I am N, unfortunately. Thank you for the link though.
 
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LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
Interesting! Never heard of chloral hydrate before. I bet it's even harder to source than morph though. Phenobarb is available on the darknet but it comes from far away (Bangladesh I think?). Needless to say, even if you could source it easily, it would cost a shitton of money.
 
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Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
245
Interesting! Never heard of chloral hydrate before. I bet it's even harder to source than morph though. Phenobarb is available on the darknet but it comes from far away (Bangladesh I think?). Needless to say, even if you could source it easily, it would cost a shitton of money.
Chloral hydrate is even more difficult. I think morphine and phenobarbital are enough.

I've never been on the black market, but I suppose it's quite expensive.
 
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Echofox7

Member
Nov 10, 2018
18
Interesting! Never heard of chloral hydrate before. I bet it's even harder to source than morph though. Phenobarb is available on the darknet but it comes from far away (Bangladesh I think?). Needless to say, even if you could source it easily, it would cost a shitton of money.
How foolproof is this method? I didn't realise they have Phenobarb in Bangladesh! I got realitives and connections in Bangladesh im gonna see if i could source this from Bangladesh.
 
LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
How foolproof is this method? I didn't realise they have Phenobarb in Bangladesh! I got realitives and connections in Bangladesh im gonna see if i could source this from Bangladesh.
No idea how foolproof this method is, it doesn't come from me haha.
 
Demian

Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
245
How foolproof is this method? I didn't realise they have Phenobarb in Bangladesh! I got realitives and connections in Bangladesh im gonna see if i could source this from Bangladesh.
Last year I took 21 grams of phenobarbital and 3 grams of morphine. The only reason it didn't work was because I expected to pass out within 5 minutes(and also because the doctors and nurses were excellent with me. Otherwise I wouldn't be here), but after about 10 minutes I panicked and called for help.

I didn't feel anything, no discomfort, pain or anything like that. I blacked out without feeling a thing.
 
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Echofox7

Member
Nov 10, 2018
18
Last year I took 21 grams of phenobarbital and 3 grams of morphine. The only reason it didn't work was because I expected to pass out within 5 minutes(and also because the doctors and nurses were excellent with me. Otherwise I wouldn't be here), but after about 10 minutes I panicked and called for help.

I didn't feel anything, no discomfort, pain or anything like that. I blacked out without feeling a thing.
is this an actual method, i looked online and seen that in Bangladesh they sell phemobarbital and in Bangladesh money talks and i have some relatives there that i can trust so i think i can get hold of it, but would it actually cause death. I do have SN but the the problem with SN is the aftermath the body looks blue and i dont want my loved ones seeing my body like that when im buried. And i know some people will say it does not matter your dead but it does matter to me because funeral is a big deal in my culture.
 
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LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
would it actually cause death.
Hadn't he called for help and been extremely "lucky", he wouldn't even be here to tell you if it does.

the problem with SN is the aftermath the body looks blue and i dont want my loved ones seeing my body like that when im buried.
Your body won't look blue at your funeral. Morticians exist for a reason. Their job is precisely to make your body look good even though you're dead.
 
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Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
245
Hadn't he called for help and been extremely "lucky", he wouldn't even be here to tell you if it does.
It took about two months before I could walk again with difficulty, because my hip had calcified. Now it's just surgery.
is this an actual method, i looked online and seen that in Bangladesh they sell phemobarbital and in Bangladesh money talks and i have some relatives there that i can trust so i think i can get hold of it, but would it actually cause death. I do have SN but the the problem with SN is the aftermath the body looks blue and i dont want my loved ones seeing my body like that when im buried. And i know some people will say it does not matter your dead but it does matter to me because funeral is a big deal in my culture.
My biggest problem with SN is that they claim to be peaceful, but their score is 7 out of 10. Morphine + phenobarbital, on the other hand, is a 10.
 
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LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
It took about two months before I could walk again with difficulty, because my hip had calcified. Now it's just surgery.
I'm so sorry. Hopefully you'll get better.
 
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newbiebutdetermined

Member
Dec 2, 2024
10
Has anyone tried this method and succeeded?
 
newstart2000

newstart2000

Member
Nov 26, 2024
72
Has anyone tried this method and succeeded?
None of them is easy to get. I tried to get Phenobarbital from overseas vet, but it is a controlled medication, can not pass customs. Hope someone could get all three. I don't think it is easier than N
 
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newbiebutdetermined

Member
Dec 2, 2024
10
Phenobarbital is available in my country. Chloral Hydrate is available as a syrup( not sure if it will work though.) The only problem for me seems to be scarcity of Morphine. It is out of stock in all the online medicine shops I searched for. Not available anywhere else either. If I could somehow get Morphine, I would also consider DDMPh method.
 
justwannadip

justwannadip

it's still raining
May 27, 2024
290
Last year I took 21 grams of phenobarbital and 3 grams of morphine. The only reason it didn't work was because I expected to pass out within 5 minutes(and also because the doctors and nurses were excellent with me. Otherwise I wouldn't be here), but after about 10 minutes I panicked and called for help.

I didn't feel anything, no discomfort, pain or anything like that. I blacked out without feeling a thing.
How were you saved, do you know how they did it? Also how did you get access to pheno?
 
Demian

Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
245
How were you saved, do you know how they did it? Also how did you get access to pheno?
They used Naloxone from what I remember. I got pheno by calling several pharmacies and asking if they sold it without a prescription
 
justwannadip

justwannadip

it's still raining
May 27, 2024
290
They used Naloxone from what I remember. I got pheno by calling several pharmacies and asking if they sold it without a prescription
Is this in north america? Or were you able to get it shipped overseas?
 

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