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JoaoBye

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Jan 29, 2025
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Cant handle this much longer. I already have my SN and my benzos ready.

Probably wont use anti emetics.

Each day is unbearable suffering.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
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I too have 24/7 chronic pain from a nasty car crash. Car crash NOT my fault, just wrong place at the wrong time.

My heart broke for you, as I all too well know what it all pertains about.

You are family to/for me, like so many others here, and I was wondering, never nosey, if you have been able to find a pian clinic to help you?

After many goes at it, I have found a truly wonderful pain doctor who not only cares but listens.

I am on Hydromorphone and Buprenorphine patch. I also go in and have shots in various places, usually around every 3 months.

Without him I would be so gone.

I hope, wish and pray that maybe you might be able to find a pain clinic.

Lots of gentle hugs, love and the knowledge that you are cared about very much by me.

Walter
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I completely understand. I get up in the morning and see the ceiling. I'm not sure exactly what I expect to see in the ceiling to make me change my mind about CTB lol.

But discuss it with us. We'd love to hear from you. Don't go alone.we're here for you OP 🥰
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds so horrible and torturous what you have to go through, I hope you find freedom from pain and suffering.
 
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JoaoBye

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Jan 29, 2025
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I think my life would be bear able if I didnt have the accident.

Not amazing but bearable.

Ruined my life by a distraction.
 
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ObsidianEnigma

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Jun 27, 2025
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I am sorry that you have to go through this. One random thing, in a single moment, makes your life so difficult that is not bearable. Chronic pain is the worst. It bothers me that advanced healthcare cannot always provide medicines that would ease the suffering.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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can you give any details of the injury and or the level of pain and what is causing the pain?
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
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Yep. I am right there with you dear. And you are right -- it is unbearable to think about spending the next 20 years of my life like this.

My heart breaks for you.
 
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Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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I'm so sorry. I live with chronic pain too. Every day is a real challenge. I dream of death!
 
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JoaoBye

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Jan 29, 2025
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can you give any details of the injury and or the level of pain and what is causing the pain?
I have tension headaches , neck pain . Just came from the whiplash damage from the accident.
Our body is really frail and its easy to get into suffering,
 
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