Christmas/New Year/Winter Holidays Check-In Megathread

[INYGTRMTFMO]

December 2025. Somehow I have never felt less Christmasy. But I have a toddler who is REALLY into Christmas this year, so ho ho jnglebells bells muthafugger.

 

[elenaboo25]

I'm always going away during Christmas, and this year I'm starting to go away during new years as well. Can't be arsed dealing with my family during that time.

 

[NoHorizon]

It's going to be a weird Christmas this year. I always spend it with my family but we've stopped speaking recently, so this will be my first Christmas alone.

 

[TwistedNightmares]

This will hopefully be the last Christmas I will celebrate. Christmas has never gone well for me.

 

[Exhausted546]

Trying to die before the 15th so I don't fully ruin Christmas for my family

 

[Chemi]

Christmas is the most beautiful and most depressing time of the year. Truly an oxymoron.

Trying to die before the 15th so I don't fully ruin Christmas for my family

Aspiring to do the same. Next Monday is the day to say goodbye. (Hopefully)

 

[LittleSunshine]

Well this this will be my first Christmas at SaSu.

To those who will leave us before then, I wish you eternal peace; and to the rest, may a small light shine in these difficult, lonely days. 🕯

 

[Jisatsu]

On January 1st 2024 my fiance killed himself and of course I struggle with this time if your now ... I plan on attempting this year on the same day ... I'm sick and tired of myself.

 

[Gangrel]

i know it's gonna be fucking horrible for me, shit sucks man

 

[idiotmother]

It's so hard being surrounded by holly jolly things when I feel so physically sick and dead inside. I was in such a better place a year ago, it hurts so much to see what I've become. I wish I had succeeded in summer so I wouldn't have to push through this holiday.

 

[Tired_of_myself]

I like it, thanks for the warmth idea

Holidays are not easy here, too. And next week is my birthday, and all comes together as a sad combo of feeling alone, loser and makes me puts things in perspective

 

[NormallyNeurotic]

UghhhhhhhChristmas

 

[starryend]

I've been struggling a lot this holiday season. I really wish I could just enjoy it like other people can. I hope that others can find reasons to smile this year.