Anyone in the UK had success with obtaining chloroform?
I considered breathing it in until I go unconscious whilst leaning off the edge of a cliff/building/bridge over water, hoping that I'd be unconscious for the fall or at least partially.
Did you lose your N somehow?
I had considered the possibility of using chloroform in the past but have no idea how it could be obtained. Same with helium. Honestly I feel like working towards proving legitimacy of illness and meeting the criteria of legal euthenasia, saving the needed money whilst reaching the relevant age to go for that option is probably all I have now. I just try to have some kind of a life in the interim period and push my despair as far to the back of my mind as possible. I guess the fact I'm able to do that indicates some improvements in my case however much of that it purely a case of circumstance. Limitations tend to rule under certain conditions.
Grim as it is foe many of ud and as much as I advocate for freedom of speech and expression I think it's important to avpid falling into the echochamber of misery. We're all here because we're suffering and are looking for solutions and need to share our truth's however I see a lot of negative reinforcement which is kind of sad. Not sure why I'm saying this here. I think it's judt that I haven't posted for a long time and have been thinking and now I'm barfing it out ha. I'm still an advocate for the forum. I just worry that we aren't all able to pull up when possible/needed so we should be mindful of it in our interactions. A little consideration goes a long way.
I'm sorry for spilling this in here!