Venting Ceiling caved in on me

[Soloh]

My ceiling caved in on me and I was left scrambling to get my scraps of shoestrings and other ties I've been using to try partial into a bag (I can't even begin to think how I could have explained a pajama string with bottle caps taped to it). I completely forgot about some random meds I had in my drawers before I was basically dragged out.

I've spoken about how I have extremely limited mobility and am nearly completely reliant on family. And it's my family who's going through my things to salvage. NIGHTMARE!!! Even my damn bookcase wasn't safe from them.

The shit thing is my birthday was coming up and I thought that would be the perfect excuse to order SN. But we're so poor and now it's like why would I spend money on some random thing instead of what really needs to be done regarding the room. And God knows when I'll get my room back and privacy to even attempt anything.

The only thing I can say from this experience is that I've been kinda spooked from using SN from what I've read of some survivors. I have stomach issues and the stomach pain from SN sounds too intense. But at the same time I can't pass out from partial no matter what I do.

I need to just fucking die die die. I have too many stupid fucking health issues and they just keep coming.

 

[ctb_warrior]

My ceiling caved in on me and I was left scrambling to get my scraps of shoestrings and other ties I've been using to try partial into a bag (I can't even begin to think how I could have explained a pajama string with bottle caps taped to it). I completely forgot about some random meds I had in my drawers before I was basically dragged out.

I've spoken about how I have extremely limited mobility and am nearly completely reliant on family. And it's my family who's going through my things to salvage. NIGHTMARE!!! Even my damn bookcase wasn't safe from them.

The shit thing is my birthday was coming up and I thought that would be the perfect excuse to order SN. But we're so poor and now it's like why would I spend money on some random thing instead of what really needs to be done regarding the room. And God knows when I'll get my room back and privacy to even attempt anything.

The only thing I can say from this experience is that I've been kinda spooked from using SN from what I've read of some survivors. I have stomach issues and the stomach pain from SN sounds too intense. But at the same time I can't pass out from partial no matter what I do.

I need to just fucking die die die. I have too many stupid fucking health issues and they just keep coming.

We are in the same boat buddy . I wanna die but just can't find a way out

 

[Soloh]

We are in the same boat buddy . I wanna die but just can't find a way out

Why the hell can't this be easier? There are children who manage to do this.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Why the hell can't this be easier? There are children who manage to do this.

Very true... I wonder the same.. in India, there are ppl who don't even have access to internet, do it easily and they are gone..

 

[Soloh]

Very true... I wonder the same.. in India, there are ppl who don't even have access to internet, do it easily and they are gone..

It seems like it happens a lot in India. When I get desperate I look up hanging pics to see what I'm doing wrong and a lot of the time those people are from India. It's terrible.

 

[N@te]

brootal

 

[ctb_warrior]

It seems like it happens a lot in India. When I get desperate I look up hanging pics to see what I'm doing wrong and a lot of the time those people are from India. It's terrible.

Exactly. In India, life's miserable for students and farmers.
Students usually try fsh
And farmers used insecticide named as celphos. Both are brutal ways to find peace. I studied celphos and realised, it isn't that fast and can be very uncomfortable.