My mistake was (i believe) letting the coals build up the CO levels too high before getting into the vehicle. Given the same variables i ought to have not closed the entry door and wandered about smoking for 10 minutes before getting in. What i ought to have done is left the door open during this period, taken a handful of diazepam, got in and closed the door. My experience was that the high levels of CO knocked me out immediately and i didn't close the door behind me. It might have been other issues, i don't think so. I hadn't taken enough other stuff to KO me that quickly.
So i'm inclined to agree with the above post.
I think you shouldn't take any medication - why would you do that, it just increass the possibility of failure. This is the biggest project in your life, you should approach it with calm serenity and a clear mind... okay, it's the last project, the one that cancels all others or surmounts them.
Mors est quies viatoris - finis est omnis laboris.
With medication, you're also in grave-danger of becoming so care-free that you enjoy life too much and might decide to break off the process ;)
Fail !
If you reach high CO levels, you have nothing to fear ! Personally, I always loved sleeping, and this should be like falling asleep. Gotta love CO - it's da supah-smooth gas, only one that will switch you off without the chance that you feel smothered (as inert gases will).
My direct experience with CO was with a generator running inside a room with a closed door, for a short time, one of those exceptions that kill people - quite accidentally and me walking in, realizing what was going on only when my knees started to give. So I barely got out of the room to take a deep breath, then dived right in again to shut off the generator and make sure the air could circulate, then waited for an hour or so outside... I had no negative effects, and I was elated, the way you are when you narrowly cheated the hangman. Sure - dizzyness was totally there but who minds that ? No headaches... I think that's what some people get as an allergic reaction, and medical sources will pound on such things to discourage the suicidal. So, why take drugs ? You are going to take the best drug ever in just a moment ;)
As thats just wood and contains no carbon it wont work sorry , charcoal is used because under the right circumstances it produced CO
Let me simplify this for once.
Carbon is an important part of plants and in fact the fourth most abundant element in the universe. It's what humanity, a species of scavenging herd animals , (over-)uses as fuel. Oil and 'natural gas' and coal are all ex-trees and other plants that died millions of years ago and went underground in tectonic shifts etc. - so the carbon is there, just in different concentrations. The highest concentrations are found in anthracite coal.
Pure carbon would react with pure oxygen (this is what we call 'burning' or 'fire') smokelessly... to release thermal energy quite explosively and create CO or CO2, depending on the abundance of oxygen in the immediate vicinity. Much oxygen = CO2, only half of it = CO.
These are the basics, all we're discussing here is how to get this halving of the available oxygen just right, and get rid of the junk in the chemicals we use to do it, and have a controlled reaction rather than an explosive one ;)
You could, with simple burning-to-CO2, just
use up the oxygen in a room, thereby dying of asphyxiation. But that would cause a flight reflex.There were idiots at slaughterhouses recently who killed pigs with CO2 gas, thinking it was more or less the same "humane" process as with CO - and CO2 is cheaper. These psychopaths didn't understand or didn't care about the consequences. What happened was that the poor beasts died in terror and panic, exactly what 'humane killing," which is also our main subject here, is trying to avoid. We're trying to humanely kill ourselves.
Of course, in many slaughterhouses animals are still being clubbed to death with axes or bats or whatever, by troglodytes who enjoy this sort of thing. Human intelligence is grossly overestimated.
But back to basics :
There are also other ways of releasing the aforementioned elements, mainly C and O, to create the desired compunds, in more elegant chemical ways than burning - as by mixing certain acids, which are complex chemical compounds that contain these elements.
Carbon is everywhere, we would still be in the stone age without it.
In fact - and even with carbon in abundance - we still mentally are.
But that will soon be none of my business ;)