Can't imagine myself in the future

[Salvation_]

Does anyone feel like they will inevitably CTB before they hit a certain age? It's just hard to picture myself even alive five years from now. Instead of thinking about what I would be doing or where I will end up, I just constantly think about what happens after we die. A bit morbid, I know...

 

[WornOutLife]

Yeah. I can't imagine myself neither, let's say in +10 years. (I'm 32 now and I've had more than enough with LIFE)

 

[Symbiote]

I can only dream of my future or what it would be like, but I have to focus on the present and just making it through that part so it paves the way for a decent future. Just so hard at times.

 

[WornOutLife]

I can only dream of my future or what it would be like, but I have to focus on the present and just making it through that part so it paves the way for a decent future. Just so hard at times.

Wise words and as a japanese music band once said:

"No matter how much you fantasize, your future is still your present."

 

[sadworld]

No, I can't imagine myself in the future, not even in a few months to be honest. I'm just living day by day.

 

[Wrennie]

The future is utterly horrifying for me to imagine. My body is already deteriorating from drug use in my 20's, and I shudder at the thought of how I'll look and feel even five years from now. It just isn't worth it. In life you're only granted one vessel for the entirety of your existence, and I've fucked it up so early on that living beyond 30 would just be torture.