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Really need advice
Oct 30, 2024
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I'm so sick of living. I just wish it was over. But at the same time I'm so, so afraid of dying that I can't even set up for an attempt. I don't know if I'll ever get over the fear. That also means I'm not a real threat to myself so I can't go to a psych ward or anything like that. I can't get out and I can't get better. Do I just have to pray that I get some terminal illness to do what I don't have the guts for?
 
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Nightfoot

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Aug 7, 2025
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I'm sorry you're suffering so. Fear of dying can be daunting. I hope things get better for you.
 
theboy

theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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Humans are afraid of the unknown or mysterious

It is normal to be afraid of death
 

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