Cant do this anymore

[downndone2]

I can't do this anymore. I wake up and go to sleep wanting to crawl out of my skin. I've ruined my life and this is no way to live. I'm all alone other than my dogs and I think they hate this way of existing too. I never managed to obtain sn before site was taken down. No idea how to fund it now. I prefer fentanyl od but haven't been able to find it. Only other option is gun. Why does si have to be so bad?

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly is like the survival instinct exists just to prolong suffering and keep us trapped here, I really hate how difficult it is to die in this world. But anyway I wish you the best, I do understand that it really can be so horrible feeling trapped here.

 

[downndone2]

It certainly is like the survival instinct exists just to prolong suffering and keep us trapped here, I really hate how difficult it is to die in this world. But anyway I wish you the best, I do understand that it really can be so horrible feeling trapped here.

I wish you all the best. Just wish I could not wake up.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Maybe you can come up with another option that meets your needs a little better. Or, you know, you can just hang around with the rest of us, do your thing as best you can, and continue to suffer like we all do, until a bit more clarity of what to do presents itself. Either way, the power of choice is in your hands, and that alone is a very empowering feeling to have.