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Jean4

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Insomnia as usual

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Late bump. I want to sleep but I can't yet. Stan sing me a lullaby please. I guess I'll get into bed anyway in a minute but I wish I was already asleep.
Can't sleep either
 
Jean4

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I felt a asthma attack coming on. It was going to be bad, because my oxygen dropped to 84 before the attack.

It would have been so easy. I could have been with you. Did I want to? Yes. I miss you so much.

I took my meds. Crisis diverted. For now. Oxygen is back up to my baseline.

It's not my time. I hope you are proud of me. :heart:
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Of course he's proud of you @Jean4 . Everyday you push through the struggle he's there cheering you on. When you fall down he's there to help pick you back up. When you're feeling lonely he's there to keep you company. You're well loved.
 
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RedPanda

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Stan, i'll be a little late to the party but i'll be joining you in December 2020. I'll never forget you!
 
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Jean4

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Stan, i'll be a little late to the party but i'll be joining you in December 2020. I'll never forget you!
Please let me know prior. I will let him know you are coming and post... so he will be waiting for you. :heart:
 
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MysticPerception

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Bump. This song is stuck in my head right now.
 
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@Jean4 remind me of Santa with her lists. She's making a list, she's checking it twice, she's making sure you're not going to Stan and being nice.

I guess that makes you Ms. Claus, Stan.
 
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@Jean4 remind me of Santa with her lists. She's making a list, she's checking it twice, she's making sure you're not going to Stan and being nice.

I guess that makes you Ms. Claus, Stan.
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Sometimes I wish was as well educated as Stan. But I'm too lazy to learn. So for now instead I'll just bump.
 
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4:00 am. Horrible insomnia again. What would you tell me to do to stop my racing mind so I can sleep? I need you.
 
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8:37 am. No sleep for 2 days. My anxiety is through the roof with real job crises already. I need your strength today. Put one foot in front of the other and I can get through it. I promise you. No impulsive CTB tries.
 
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I get the impression that Stan would much rather have well thought out, planned, and meticulous plans over impulsive.
 
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I get the impression that Stan would much rather have well thought out, planned, and meticulous plans over impulsive.
Of course Mr. Logical would. ;)
 
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Dang it Jean I was gonna bump it right before leaving but your timing is so similar to mine for some reason. Ah well. This song has been playing in my head a lot. Ever since I visited these threads I keep getting Frank Sinatra singing in my head every day. So I gotta ask, are you haunting me Stan? Because if you are keep it up please. Frank's singing is much better than suicidal thoughts.
 
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Dang it Jean I was gonna bump it right before leaving but your timing is so similar to mine for some reason. Ah well. This song has been playing in my head a lot. Ever since I visited these threads I keep getting Frank Sinatra singing in my head every day. So I gotta ask, are you haunting me Stan? Because if you are keep it up please. Frank's singing is much better than suicidal thoughts.

Stan is haunting you to make sure you stay. :blarg:
 
issyishere

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I never knew stan but I saw him around alot giving people the information they needed. He seemed like a gentle soul, and as weird as this is, I do miss him. I wish we could've met under different circumstances :aw:
 
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I never knew stan but I saw him around alot giving people the information they needed. He seemed like a gentle soul, and as weird as this is, I do miss him. I wish we could've met under different circumstances :aw:
Thank you for that. It means a lot and he was :heart:
 
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BooGirl

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I never knew Stan, but he must've been pretty amazing.
 
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Really? Why?
You are smart and I think you would have understood his dark sense of humor.

You are a lot like me too... not feeling like you fit in. ;)
 
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MysticPerception

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Whoa whoa whoa whoa! This thread is getting way too low. Stan you're really letting yourself go come on. Just because you're haunting me while I'm at work doesn't mean you can't haunt someone else for a second and tell them to bump the thread! Well whatever I'm on it now. He's been playing my personal favorite in my head all day I swear. So it's time to share it now that I'm home.
 
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issyishere

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Whoa whoa whoa whoa! This thread is getting way too low. Stan you're really letting yourself go come on. Just because you're haunting me while I'm at work doesn't mean you can't haunt someone else for a second and tell them to bump the thread! Well whatever I'm on it now. He's been playing my personal favorite in my head all day I swear. So it's time to share it now that I'm home.

Hah I was just lurking on here cause tonight kinda sucks and my mind is racing so I've been reading stans posts and I can see why he had a huge impact. I wish I had more time to interact with him.
 
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