Broke up with the best gf i will find to save her from myself.

[Done_With_It_All]

Yep, that's what happened. 31 YO M. After she started acting like she was going to jump off a hotel balcony that was when I made a deal with her. If I go to the hospital (psych ward) again or you make any more progress towards ending your life. We're done. And thats what happened, went in to get my lungs checked after a fire and somehow they got me to talk about my mental issues. Then they sent me into the ER on a 51/50. So I had to break up with her. I miss her every day, and I do try to message her, but she just ignores my messages. Never gonna be in a relationship again. Just hate that I have to wait for 60+ years to pass to finally die.

 

[Skallagrim]

Sorry this happened. That must be pretty devastating.

 

[whywere]

My heart breaks into a million pieces reading this.

However, I am of the very firm belief that one should never say never.

I am older, and I mention this only from what I have experienced in lots of decades here.

You are a fine lad, and I firmly believe that there is someone for you. It DOES take time, some effort (sometimes), and wait for lightning to strike.

Back in the early 80's a friend hired a beautiful lady, who heard me talking on the phone one day about going to a drive-in movie with a friend and his girlfriend. She asked me after I got off the phone if she could go with me and I said yes. I thought that it would be great having someone to talk with instead of sitting there by myself.

Boy was I wrong! She had "other" ideas on her mind besides watching the movie and it was the best summer between college that I ever had.

So, at least in my thoughts, never say never.

Lots of caring thoughts and you WILL be great, I 100% believe in you.

Walter