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Hanger2000

One living creature in a endless suffering world
Oct 17, 2023
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Its not "I dont like existence" and more like "I desire to experience death" I fantasy of death by loss of blood but I don't have the courage to stab me on the jugular yet I only managed to cuts my wrists superficial. How can I "practice" and prepare for when the moment comes.
 
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misthios2040

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Sep 20, 2023
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I tried attempting to cut myself in the jugular with an electric filet knife. If you are going to choose that method use an electric filet knife or a handheld electric saw. Unfortunaly, I chickened out when I attempted that method.
 
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i want to die by Bleeding to death
 
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AnĂ³nimo

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Oct 15, 2021
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It's just going to be too hard. A vein carries blood at low pressure, which means there's a chance the wound will close before you die, but since it's the jugular there is probably a higher chance of ctb tho. The problem is actually hitting it. You may hit a tendon, muscle or nerve instead and it will feel extremely uncomfortable. I don't recommend this method, but maybe you could "consider" what Aviici did (he got hella drunk and used a broken bottle against his neck). Still think it through brother. I'd say go for another method
 
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Feb 21, 2025
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I tried attempting to cut myself in the jugular with an electric filet knife. If you are going to choose that method use an electric filet knife or a handheld electric saw. Unfortunaly, I chickened out when I attempted that method.
omg, that's kinda clever if someone were to hypothetically do that.
you bump up your chances ten fold with that, instead of just a normal kitchen knife or a broken bottle like aviici
 
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Nov 5, 2025
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That sounds extremely uncomfortable and painful, Not to mention your mind will physically and mentally try its best to stop you from going through with that.
 
Untoten_

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Jan 29, 2026
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Its not "I dont like existence" and more like "I desire to experience death" I fantasy of death by loss of blood but I don't have the courage to stab me on the jugular yet I only managed to cuts my wrists superficial. How can I "practice" and prepare for when the moment comes.
Try and find where your jugular first of all, physiologically everyone is different, so locate it, then those big muscles in your neck find a way to move your head so they aren't in the way, all of this will minimise screw ups. I would try this method myself but I'd have to get drunk and I feel like that would ruin the actual experience.

Because me and you are roughly the same. Death is something I WANT to experience, so I'd never blow my head off or use a train or jump or something.

I know of one person irl who stabbed themselves in the chest and ctb'd that way, but idk how they did it, I just know they were found in the bathroom dead from it.
 

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