Biggest Regret...

[Soulless Angel]

currently not taking the final step a year ago yesterday/today, My Blog Post

 

[ThrownAwayTom]

Not working on myself and my relationship when it was falling apart. I was given every chance and now I have nothing. Oh well.

 

[ward0x]

What the FUCK

So he was using you to cheat on his girlfriend? Ugly behaviour. I noticed you posted this back in 2017...now, a testament to people who say, get over it, it's not a big deal, etc. Trauma lasts forever. It's part of your enduring story, a chapter in a book. It doesn't go away.

yeah, it ended in 2015 and it still has me shattered

 

[k75]

Ten years ago, I was in pre-op waiting for surgery. The only thing I wanted to do was get dressed and leave. I wanted to run away and never come back, abort the surgery, fuck consequences (dying). My best friend stopped me. I regret staying. As far as I'm concerned, my life ended that day anyway.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Not dying young.

 

[Rn110bg101]

Telling my ex-friend about my problems. Any conversation we had about them. The other moments were perfect, so I'm convinced if it wasn't for them we would still be friends.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Mom not aborting me when she could have. Don't get me wrong, I love her dearly. But her life and my dad's would have been much better had they chosen that route.

 

[IHaveNoName]

Being born,

 

[Rayzieka]

I suppose mine would be placing myself in the lives of people I care about. But the urge to be close to them is rather strong so I rudely pushed myself in there.

 

[KleinerWolf]

My biggest regret in life is having anything to do with China.

 

[Adamsnolife]

Not dying before this pandemic started. Its been hard to get to where I want to go for a long time now.

 

[nightnightnitrite]

Letting him back into my life</3

 

[motel rooms]

Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
C'est payé, balayé, oublié
je me fous du passé

No, absolutely nothing
No, I regret nothing
It is payed, done, forgotten
I don't give a fuck about the past

 

[I-can-only-imagine]

The last words I ever said to my mum at 12 years old being "I wish you were dead". All because she was sending me to bed for the first day back at school the next day and I was being a brat and didn't want to go to bed.
Well karma had the last laugh and she died of an unexpected heart attack at 2am that night.
Whilst i have come to accept she would have known I didn't mean it and she knew I loved her, it is still one of my biggest regrets.

 

[FuneralCry]

I honestly feel like most of my problems were inevitable. I couldn't have prevented them. I guess i'm prone to bad luck or something. I guess I regret existing in the first place.

 

[Heartaches]

I regret not saying "no" when I could've, whether it was a very simple situation or something much more serious; it caused me to become very passive and forgiving of people's shitty attitudes/actions, even if they repeatedly hurt me or others.

 

[WornOutLife]

My biggest regret? Damn, I wonder what it is.
Maybe not having become an astronaut so that I could feel closer to this weird universe lol.

Also, some past mistakes I made such as deleting my YouTube channel (I had 50k subs and was able to make a living) but I would still be suicidal.

 

[loopylou]

Spending 13 years of my life with one person who treated me badly

 

[EndlesslySuffering]

Biggest regret? Existing at all.

My life has never been worth living. Disappointment after disappointment and psychological, physical, and emotional pain overload.

 

[Beachedwhale]

Not getting into lifting weights many years ago.

Not realising how toxic my family really was for me

 

[zirikov]

Not CTB'ing when I was 12.

 

[soap]

I threw away my conscience for cheap sadistic pleasure, and i ruined my health in the dumbest ways possible.

I don't regret anything else cuz it was all shit from the start. My life was gonna be pathetic either way, but those mistakes turned it into a legit nightmare.

 

[Meditation guide]

I can't think of any regrets. Oh I know, leaving my cat with my parents who got rid of her and lied to me about it. It was the second cat of mine they got rid of. But they claim they love cats.

 

[GoingMyOwnWay]

My biggest regret is trying methamphetamine. I managed to ruin my life mainly because of my choice to keep using it. At the time I couldn't stop, my brain had been completely rewired.

Sure, lots of people did shitty things to me and treated me like shit. But once people knew I was on meth it didn't matter anymore. Because my drug use was a scapegoat for all kinds of evil shit to come my way.

 

[meetapple]

Majoring in Sociology.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Didn't talk to a girl I liked in high school because I was too shy. Funny, I had a dream about her two nights ago. She said - "Just stop, there was never going to be anything between you and me". Yeah? Well I'm going to kill myself, how about that?