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lillmonix3

lillmonix3

Death as an end in itself
Aug 14, 2023
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Just during selharm I was listening to music in headphones.I listened to her at the maximum, and she seemed too quiet to me, but after I cut myself and cried, I noticed that I began to hear better.Now my music is too loud for me.



Was it somehow influenced by the release of some hormones or something?
 
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brokeandbroken

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2023
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Just during selharm I was listening to music in headphones.I listened to her at the maximum, and she seemed too quiet to me, but after I cut myself and cried, I noticed that I began to hear better.Now my music is too loud for me.



Was it somehow influenced by the release of some hormones or something?
Possibly. You could've been stressed. Stress = muffled hearing. While cortisol is released upon injury. You likely had very high levels prior. And the dopamine/serotonin release from self injury counteracts what little was added. Therefore a net reduction cortisol. A decrease is associated with increased sound sensitivity. Ergo you hear better after. So yes. That said... this effect will decrease significantly over time.
 
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