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Dawns

Dawns

Student
Apr 5, 2023
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how good is this combo for overcoming my SI. i'm CTB via firearm or hanging as those are most accessible for me but i need this SI to leave before attempting for obvious reasons. are there any resources for overcoming SI
 
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knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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I really think that could go either way. It's possible it could calm your nerves and allow you to pull the trigger, but more than likely relax you into feeling ok thus deciding not to or possibly make you fall asleep.

I am also a gun owner and with I had the balls to shoot myself but never get up the courage. Mostly because I don't want the people I leave behind to have that violent imagery in their heads. Personally I'm trying to go with nitrogen. I would love to OD but sadly that rarely works and it seems to be impossible to get feg

I with you courage and the best on your journey.
 
58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
obviously those who have overcome SI can not comment on this question
they both seem to be popular choices to "calm your nerves" before attempting
personally i never drink and i hated it when i tried valium
 

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