Azzy69
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- Aug 8, 2019
- 605
Azzy69
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- Aug 8, 2019
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I miss her tooI miss her
Azzy69
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- Aug 8, 2019
- 605
exhausted
Experienced
- Oct 22, 2019
- 253
Gutted to see this. May she rest in peace. I have BPD too as well, heartbreaking to see her go, but I know she must have been so relieved. She will make many angelic memes in the sky.
LexyCnthnt
Member
- Aug 15, 2019
- 9
I miss her terribly. We were in constant contact her whole last day. I was in tears all day. She was such a dear friend.
Azzy69
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- Aug 8, 2019
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MrOptions
Let it go. This to shall pass.
- Jan 6, 2020
- 178
Omg 20 years so tough and braveOK, tougher than I thought.
My time here has been real. Met some awesome people, some no longer with us.Thank you all for your kindness, support and above all, your acceptance. I know I can be moody, stubborn and difficult. Thank you so much to all who saw past this. I love you all.
Thanks to the mods (especially SK❤) for keeping this site up and running.
I've reached the end now. I'm not distressed or doing this on impulse. I've had 20 years of treatment to no avail. This is my choice, it's what I want. This site has in no way encouraged or pressured me into my decision. Instead, it has been a hub of pro-choice support, for which I am truly grateful.
In a few hours I will be taking SN. My regime is posted below. And if this post turns into a shit storm, lots of gifs, memes and sarcastic comments please. Let's get this thread locked down!!
Not much left to say now except....
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She was both those things. And still dearly missed. Never forget.
One year today.
I raise a glass to you my friend.
I cry tonight, for you, but I'm okay.
Nothing is ever forgotten.
The rest is silence.
I raise a glass to you my friend.
I cry tonight, for you, but I'm okay.
Nothing is ever forgotten.
The rest is silence.
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Hard to believe its been a year. Going back through this thread and seeing so many people I knew that are gone now, damn...
There are so many things I could say, I'm not short on eloquence. But it fails me right now. I just want her back. I just want her well and safe and happy and here.
That is a beautiful tribute. Losing people one cares about is tough (sadness is perfectly natural) but no need to cry for her as she's likely much better off (presumably the dead don't feel anything at all and hence her suffering ceased at her death). Sometimes I wonder why I don't just do what she and so many others have done... It would make things so much simpler at least. We all have to die someday so what's the point really?
To @BPD_LE: queen of memes and beloved member of SS. Life really should have been easier and kinder for her. Rest in peace.
No need to say anything: you said it all.
UterEntonaur
Specialist
- Aug 17, 2020
- 340
Safe travels friend - I hope you finally find peace now
DoNotLet2
Wizard
- Oct 14, 2019
- 684
Man I agree with you so much I hadn't known her for long but it is still sad... I wish she was there.
sadstuffie
Student
- Aug 11, 2020
- 157
rest in peace, love ❤ i wish i could've got to know you better. i wish all the happiness for you forever.
All your responses make me smile a little despite the sadness. It is good to remember.
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