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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
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pretty minor occurance overall but my day has been horrible today.. just a lot of anxiety, shame, depression.. just the works. i haven't been able to indulge my coping mechanisms either because i've grown sick of food and eating, and i feel bad about my personality, and who i am.. haven't been reading my book well..

i just wish i could end it all. it would be so good for somebody like me
 
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kittygolem

kittygolem

it/its she/her
Jul 14, 2026
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It's very easy to have a bad day an extrapolate that out to the infinite future. Today is different than usual, as you said. I hope tomorrow is better. It's a new day <3
 
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meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
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It's very easy to have a bad day an extrapolate that out to the infinite future. Today is different than usual, as you said. I hope tomorrow is better. It's a new day <3
only slightly worse, unfortunately. all the things that made today bad have been making all my days bad for a while now lol

its currently tomorrow and i don't feel much better..
 
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kittygolem

it/its she/her
Jul 14, 2026
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only slightly worse, unfortunately. all the things that made today bad have been making all my days bad for a while now lol

its currently tomorrow and i don't feel much better..
Ah. I forgot about the magic of time zones. Good morning. My best advice is to focus on what you can and can't address, and do your best not to dwell on those you can't. For me, there's a lot wrong with me that I know I can fix, but it's also good to recognize that not everything happens without time. Be safe :)
 
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meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
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Ah. I forgot about the magic of time zones. Good morning. My best advice is to focus on what you can and can't address, and do your best not to dwell on those you can't. For me, there's a lot wrong with me that I know I can fix, but it's also good to recognize that not everything happens without time. Be safe :)
its 3AM lol

i don't really think like that, i think it's just best to.. not, i can explain in dms or whatever, i think, maybe, idk im not very knowledgeable, but there's not many things wrong with me. only a few..
 
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if it was 3 am, I hope you feel better in the morning~ :) usually, sleeping makes everything feel better, at least before you start thinking again~
 
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meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
312
if it was 3 am, I hope you feel better in the morning~ :) usually, sleeping makes everything feel better, at least before you start thinking again~
i usually sleep at 6AM, but i slept from around 12AM to 2AM, so i think i'll wait until around 5AM to sleep
 
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kittygolem

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Jul 14, 2026
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its 3AM lol

i don't really think like that, i think it's just best to.. not, i can explain in dms or whatever, i think, maybe, idk im not very knowledgeable, but there's not many things wrong with me. only a few..
Yeah for sure. You're always free to DM me to vent or whatever you'd like <3
 
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