Demonstrator
NEGLECTED
- Oct 1, 2019
- 11
Thought I would of caught the bus by now, came close a couple times by overdosing getting high and other dumb shit I've done to cope
Surprisingly I had happiness last year, found someone and felt for the first time in my life loved.
They left me and haven't spoken since October and said they never loved me anyway meanwhile I was crying in the call and I don't even remember sympathy.
The one time I let my walls down for someone I love and this happens, never again.
Shit part is I still think of the memories we made everyday hoping to somehow cross paths again or looking for them in every girl I meet.
Can't be fucked going into detail.
Tried helping some guy older than me who I worked with he has a daughter and whatever and spoke about struggling and stuff. I wasn't even 21 and kept lending him money, owes me like 3.5k now and probably I won't ever see it again. And have told no one about this out of embarrassment.
I just get used and my altruism taken advantage of constantly.
Fuck his sob stories, fuck him and I hope his wife leaves him
All that's happened really, long story short is I've been social as I have matured and I just hate people even more, maybe I've been unlucky but yep came here as I have been thinking of buses a lot
Surprisingly I had happiness last year, found someone and felt for the first time in my life loved.
They left me and haven't spoken since October and said they never loved me anyway meanwhile I was crying in the call and I don't even remember sympathy.
The one time I let my walls down for someone I love and this happens, never again.
Shit part is I still think of the memories we made everyday hoping to somehow cross paths again or looking for them in every girl I meet.
Can't be fucked going into detail.
Tried helping some guy older than me who I worked with he has a daughter and whatever and spoke about struggling and stuff. I wasn't even 21 and kept lending him money, owes me like 3.5k now and probably I won't ever see it again. And have told no one about this out of embarrassment.
I just get used and my altruism taken advantage of constantly.
Fuck his sob stories, fuck him and I hope his wife leaves him
All that's happened really, long story short is I've been social as I have matured and I just hate people even more, maybe I've been unlucky but yep came here as I have been thinking of buses a lot
